The worst (Matthew Espinosa fanfiction)

I don't know how to feel

SUNDAY LATER IN THE DAY
Me and Jack decided to go to starbucks then the mall.We were going to have a day together since Sam said he wanted to hang out with his friends. We borrowed Sam's car since his friends live next door.We drove to starbucks got our usual orders and headed to the mall.
AT THE MALL
Me and Jack entered the mall with our hands intertwined. We were holding hands because he didn't want to lose me in the mall since I'm so short it was a joke though. We just went with the joke.I was wearing a romper with flower patterns. It was hot outside Jack was wearing a black shirt and shorts.We went to stores and when I say stores I mean alot.We actually didn't buy anything we just saved our money for food.We went to taco bell.I wanted to get out of there even though I was starving.Matt was there.I don't get it why does he always have to appear. Whatever I'm just going to ignore him.Too late I spoke too soon.He turned around holy crap but he didn't see my face.Jack noticed I was acting strange.He said"what's wrong?" I then said "um nothing I'm just so hungry".He then said"oh then I'll wait in line and you go sit on a table". In my mind I was freaking out hopefully he doesn't come ove- I was cut off my thoughts by Matts voice he said"hey " I said"hey "in return. Then he said" listen im so sorry about being mean on your instagram picture I guess I just got jeal- he was cut off by Jack calling my name I then said"bye Matt" I said a bit loud. He said bye in return but not as loud.I then went over to Jack and said"what?"Jack then leaned in and kissed me and then he gave me the cutest smile ever and said"i like you Andrea".I noticed that Matt was still in taco bell starring at us and especially at me with eyes that had anger and sadness.I mean I did feel bad but at the same time I didnt even know what I was feeling. My bestfriend just kissed me but I think I like Matt I don't know how to feel.