The worst (Matthew Espinosa fanfiction)

confusion

Skipping to when they get home
Me and Jack got out the car but when I was getting my keys Jack asked me a question that I wasn't ready for.He asked me and said"Andrea I really like you ,will you be my girlfriend?".I was litterly saying yes in the inside but at the same time I dont want to hurt Jack or ruin our friendship but if I said no it would still ruin our friendship.I said"Jack I also like you b- he cut me off with a kiss.Then I thought if Matt liked me he would've already made a move so I'm just going to go with Jack.I then said the one word I would never thought I would say.I said "yes".He gave me another kiss.Then the negative thoughts flooded in my mind Jack lives in California what if we can't do a long distance relationship?what will Sam say?What if we break up and it ruins our friendship?Jack noticed that I was nervous since I zoned out .He then said " are you okay?" I then said "yea I was just thinking ".Then he said"want to have a movie night?".I then said"yeah let me just get the keys so we can get inside the house".Once we got inside I said" I'm going to get the movies there upstairs".
Skipping to when there watching movies
I was cuddling with Jack on the couch.He fell asleep a while ago so I changed the movie .I put on the movie the notebook. I kept thinking and asking myself questions Do I like Matt or Jack?Why did Matt look so mad and sad at the same time?Did he have feelings for me?My thoughts got interrupted by Jack saying "is the movie over?" I then said"not yet but lets go to sleep".We went to my room and Jack literally attacked me on my bed . Don't judge we slept like that.Him hugging me and on top of me.