Brendon and Pete got to the house and Brendon instantly asked Pete what the hell was going on right when they got in the door.
"What the hell is going on? Are you gay? Is Patrick gay? Okay I guess that's his decision for me to know. Are you guys a thing? Did you kiss? SEx?" Brendon fired out all these questions and waited anxiosly for Pete to respond.
"First, how would you know if anythings going "on"? And Bren..." Pete didn't get to finish.
"Pete! There is obviously something going on. I'm not that stupid."
"Bren! Sit down this is serious." Pete said lowering his voice.
"Oh shit I'm sorry. Let's go in my room before my parents come home." They went upstairs and Brendon opened his door for Pete to go in first. Brendon sat on the bed and gestured for Pete to do the same. 'Oh God', thought Pete, 'this is reminding me of "the talk"'
When Brendon came out to Pete it wasn't cliche or anything and it sure as hell wasn't heartfelt. Brendon bursted inside his house. That's when Pete knew something was up, Brendon stayed clear of Shawn. No one knew Shawn abused him, but that still didn't make people thin he was pleasurable to be around. So instantly Pete asked Brendon what was up and Brendon came up real close to Pete's face and whispered, "Pete, I know you will never stop being my friend." he then got really loud, "I'm Gay. I'm sO gay Pete. I loooove dick. MMMMMM." That's when Brendon started laughing. Pete was standing there probably looking stupid. He didn't know how to reply so he said, "Cool you can eat dick just not mine." Brendon just started to laugh harder, "Nah it's probably only four inches Petey....wanna go get high?!!" So then they went and got high. That's how Brendon came out.
Pete did not plan on following his footsteps.
"So. Petey what's wrong?" Brendon finally asked concerned. Pete still didn't know how to explain, because he didn't know if he was gay. Sure he's had sex with guys, but thats didn't make him gay, did it? He has to admit he like it better up the ass, but he's never loved a guy before or liked them like "that". To Pete sex was just...sex. But with Patrick it was different, he might've just met him yesterday, but he felt warm and fuzzy and.... safe. Pete felt safe around him. That's something that he's never felt before other than with Brendon, safe.
So Pete decided he'd just say how he felt. "I don't know."
Brendon cocked his head to the side with a slight frown then it kinda clicked. "Pete you can tell me it's alright there's nothing you can't tell me"
Pete knew that. He knew he could tell Brendon absolutly anything. He just didn't know how.
"I'm confused" Pete finally decided on.
"How?" Brendon knew full well what was going on now. He wasn't stupid.
Pete sighed, "Am I gay?" he decided to ask since he couldn't figure it out himself.
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Fanfiction/Trigger Warning, Violence, Self Harm, Domestic Violence/ Highschool AU