"I can't do this I can't just sit hear and pretend that everything is okay said while folding my arms.
Do you want to pretend that I don't even care about you If don't you even care about me. Because the only you care about is feeling sorry yourself you think everything is okay but it's not it's going to get worse. You need each other but can't be together you never will be.
"Mom are you talking in your sleep?
"No I'm not John just back to sleep
"Mom just say it you miss him.
"I do miss you're father I really do not being able to see him and just him that love him so much.
"But mom can you just call him please mommy.
"I don't know if he wants to talk to me
"Mom please just call him
"Marcus listen to me I love you and I want you to come home now
"Bree I would love to but I can't I have to get better first
"Are you getting better
"A little I miss you
"I missed you more
"Can you come and visit me and John
"Yes I would love to come and visit you
"When can I come
"Now
"Okay I will be there soon
"I missed you so much
"I need help I just want you to stay here
"I just want you to get better I need Marcus I really do
"I know I have to get better but I just don't know how to
"When do you want to get married
"When ever you want to I will be ready
"Did you bring John with you
"No I didn't
"What are you doing here mom?
"I came to visit your father
"And you didn't tell me about
"John let's me explain
"No I don't want to here it you just keep lying to me
"I rather be dad then you
