Luke's Child

Chapter 6.

I woke up to a faint snore coming out of Luke's mouth and his musty cologne feeling the air of our shared bedroom. Yesterday was a crazy day for me, confessing my pregnancy on Oprah was such a huge thing to do and it was definitely a weight off of my shoulder. I get out of bed and look in the bathroom mirror of the site of my messy curls.
"screw it." leaving them be. I pick my tooth brush up and apply my tooth paste and begin to brush my teeth. As I brush my teeth I began to look at my body, it's changing so rapidly. I turn sideways and see that a tiny bump is appearing my lower abdomen. I spit out the excess tooth paste and rinse my mouth out with mouth wash. I turn side ways again and look back at the mirror. "Hey little squirt, I'm your mommy, you're getting so big! I love you!" I lift up my shirt and reveal the tiny bump. "Daddy's sleeping right now but he loves you too I prom-"
Luke walks in through the already open door.
"Jazmyn, what are you doing?" he asked and I jumped as I was a little frightened and also a bit embarrassed.

I turn around facing him.
"Oh, uh..I'm just talking to it.."
Luke's eyes become big and he started smiling from ear to ear.
"Oh my gosh Jaz, you got a wittle baby bump, last night it wasn't that noticeable!" Luke said kneeling down and rubbing my tummy.
"Yeah I never noticed until I really looked at it." I respond looking down at luke staring at my tiny baby bump belly.
"Babe I love your tummy so much." he kisses it and takes out his phone.
"Turn sideways let me take a pic." he said turning my body to the side for me.
Luke snaps a pic and gets up to show me.
The baby, it's getting big, I'm almost 3 months along, tomorrow actually and I just feel all of these emotions I'm not really sure how to control. As I look at the pic I start to tear up. I remember my father always telling me, before he left my mom and me when I was 8 because he was a herion addict, he told me "Jazmyn, you will grow up one day, you will find a boy and you will love him. You will love him so very much, you will have a baby and you will love that baby more than the boy, that baby will be you're everything, cherish it, love it, and don't get stuck in things you can get out of, fight for that baby, put all of you're love to that baby, and remember to try and fight for it because some people can't."
Those were the last words he said to me, and looking down at that picture, it came flashing back.
"Babe what's wrong, it's just a picture, I can delete it if you want look I'll-" I cut Luke off
"No No No it's not that, I think it's just hormones or something, keep that pic it's cute!"
"I think I'm going to post it on Twitter."
Luke said as we head downstairs to get some breakfast.

"Yeah you can, maybe they'll believe I'm actually pregnant." I said.
I sit on my stool and open my laptop. Logging on to Twitter I immediately search my name in the search bar.

"Jazmyn isn't really pregnant..attention whore"

"Luke is not the baby's father if Jazmyn is pregnant"

"Jazmyn is just getting fat."

I look at Luke "Hey can you send me that pic of my stomach?"

"yeah" he said taking his attention away from the yummy pancakes he was making me to look at his phone.

I received the picture and saved it.
I open my Twitter app and select the picture of my stomach and add the caption,
"8 weeks and 3 days @Luke_Brooks :)"
I sent the tweet.
"I posted it on Twitter..I'm ready to see what people actually say." I said to Luke as he brought me a pancake shaped as a star. "you're an artist" I add
"I'm glad you posted it." he said smiling at me as he sat down and began eating on his pancakes shaped as a penis.
I just laughed because that's not an unusual site in this household. I pick up my phone and begin to look at my mentions.

@jazoakians " Omg Jaz so cute!"
@lukenjaz"LOOK AT THE BUMP ITS REAL"
@jazzyfruit-"did you take that pic?"

I replied tweet back jazzyfruit.
"@jazzyfruit Luke did actually, now he made me pancakes! yum!" I attached a pic of me and Luke eating pancakes making sure I get his penis shaped one in the photo.
I set my phone down and began to eat my pancakes and melt in deliciousness. I don't recall pancakes being so good. I cling on to Luke and kiss all over his left cheek.."MMM Luke What the hell you little chef!" he smiled and gave me that "I know" look.
I took another bite and my phone rang. My manager.
I wipe my mouth and pick up the phone.
"Hello?"
"Jazmyn! Hey, good morning doll"
"good morn-" I tried to speak but I was rudely interrupted .
"yeah, you see baby doll you're going to have to delete that pic of your stomach, I mean not only does it look ridiculous, but you look a bit fat." my manager Al replied
I looked at Luke slightly aggravated.
"what?" Luke whispered curiously.
I cover my phone speaker and whisper to Luke. "He wants me to delete the pic of my stomach, he said...he said I looked fat." I roll my eyes and Luke just stares at me with a pissed off expression.
"Why is that Al?" I replied back.
"Oh you see, you never had permission to post it in the first place, you know you have to get permission from management first." I look at Luke and he takes the phone away from me
"What's going on?" Luke asked Al
"No No No we aren't doing that" Luke continued to say."
"Why not? Maybe because it's her fucking life and our fucking baby you prick!"
"You need to not call my girlfriend fat ever again and if I hear you say something like that one more time I will fucking kill you."
I just stare at Luke as he continues to raise his voice to my manager.
"Well you know what? maybe she won't need you anymore!" Luke replied
"She'll talk to you later, actually no she won't , she doesn't need this stress and she's not deleting the pic..bye" Luke hangs up on Al and hands me my phone.
"Why does he think he has control over you like that? he's not your father? I don't understand this business sometimes, they can just say hateful shit and think it's alright!" I see his eyebrows slanted down and him gripping his fork angrily. Luke has always had anger issues, and I was the only one who could calm him down.
"I don't like people treating you like tha,t it pisses me off" he slams his hands on the counter top. I stand up and rub his back and take the fork out of his hand. "baby, hey" I lift his head up and guide his eyes up to mine."Hey, listen everything is alright, I'm alright..it'll be fine, I'm not going to delete the picture, look at me, it's okay." I brush my hand through his curls.
"It's not just him Jaz, it's everyone, everyone calling you names and not believing you and just being harsh, you're my girl and I don't like when people hurt you." Luke says as he stands up and pulls me into a hug.

"I am you're girl and I love you more than anything and I don't like to see you angry, be my happy little sunshine please, for us?" I say as I rub my stomach.
Luke gave me the smile that has always made every problem I ever had fade away.
I never knew what being in love was. I used to think "I love you" we're three words everyone could just throw around and really not mean a thing, But for Luke, it was different. He made me feel things I never felt before. Luke gave me this feeling throughout my whole body that told me I was safe and loved. He was my everything. For Luke, I loved him. It wasn't like I was throwing those three words around anymore, I truly meant it. You know that feeling you get when you hear a good song and you get chills throughout your whole body? That is what I felt when Luke looked at me, every time he looks at me. I love him.
I grabbed the back of Luke's head and pushed my lips against his. I kissed him softly and as passionate as I could. Luke pulls back and looks me in the eyes. "To Pluto and back?" he asked me.
"Pluto is not a planet anymore Luke.." I smiled at him, still making eye contact.
"Planet, stars..galaxies away, shit I will even fly to the fucking deserts of Australia and camp there for 8 years if you wanted to but only for you and you know for damn sure that's not safe."
I laugh looking down.
"Luke I can't take you seriously." I shake my head.
"I'll push Beau off of a cliff for you."
"I'll give my own mom a lap dance for you"
"I'll even-"
"Oh my lord shut up and kiss me you idiot." I grab his face and kissed him one last time before I got a phone call I'd never thought I'd get again. I pull away from Luke smiling as I answer it.
"Hello?" I say as I giggle because luke is kissing all over my neck.
My face went blank and Luke asks me what's wrong.
I push Luke away.
I clear my throat and look at Luke.
"Dad?"
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