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Part 3 ♥ Heart Attack

I couldn't believe this. I knew this was coming. I knew it! How couldn't he fall for kayla?! It just stings though it shouldn't. Gosh I keep replaying the words over in my head :

''Liam likes Kayla..''

''Liam likes Kayla..''

'LIAM LIKES KAYLA?!''

I could see the hurt in Zac's eyes as he said it. He felt betrayed. His best friend was crushing on his sister. Is that even possible?! He felt almost like he couldn't trust the two of them. And worse by now Zac knew something that I didn't find out until a few months after. Liam was planning to take Kayla to the coomstar ball held annually in our school. It's treated like a prom but for the lower years. You get yourself a date, a dress and a fancy night out with your ONE TRUE LOVE.

I still had no plans. I don't even think I am going. What's the point if I am just going to sit in a table all by myself in a target dress and sandlas with cheap makeup and nothing done with my hair. I might as well turn up in a onesie and glasses and bunny slippers.

I was stupid enough to ask Zac who he was planning to go with. He had just ended a long term relationship with a girl named Brittany. The whole time she had been cheating on him with an ex pupil called Brad hunnington and it killed Zac when he heard. He had plans to take her to the coomstar ball but those are long gone now.

To be honest it's Brittany's lost. Zac isn't too bad for a year 10 male. He is quite handsome actually. Ash blond hair from his mother and gorgeous blue eyes, And a light tan. A little like Gale from the hunger games. And he has a nice personality too. Quite funny and kind but protective when he needs to be. On the other hand brittany seems to prefer school drop out- brad, a reputation to be ashamed of and a criminal record that you really shouldn't have at his age. I told you it was her loss. 

Anyway , Zac said he wasn't going so at least I wouldn't be the only one.

Ever since Liam confessed his feelings to zac about kayla- zac has kind of drifted apart from them. He seems to spend more time with me now. Talking about what's going on with his life and obviously about Liam and kayla. I kinda feel mad at kayla. I feel like she really has left me for Liam 

And Zac agrees.

I don't know what hurts most. The fact that I'm losing Kayla to a new boy or the fact the boy I am crushing on is crushing on my best friend. When zac told me I felt a lump in my throat and was all tense and scared. I waited in silence expecting a heart attack or something to free me of this hell hole.

My life kind of reminds me of heart attack by Demi Lovato. I'm too scared to fall in love because I've been hurt before. Well , to be honest I've never had a boyfriend before. I've never been kissed or called beautiful by a boy but I am too afraid to try it out and that's where I can relate to the song.

I just wish I wasn't so scared anymore. Maybe Zac can help me. I wouldn't mind a bit more attention from him..