My Bestfriend's Brother

chapter 30

My Bestfriend's Brother Chapter 30:

After school I rush home and start getting ready for the game

I throw on my cheerleading uniform with my hair half up, half down with the bow popping up

I look at the necklace and get nervous

Today im gonna tell him I actually love him and that is very nerve wreaking for me

Thinking on how we first met was so different now, there was more love now and I know im not the only one that feels that way

He has to feel the same way but what if he doesn't then im screwed and gonna feel humiliated!

But im not gonna think the worst possibilities

Like him laughing in my face

Or him saying he will never love a girl like me

Or him him saying he only used me for one thing and one thing only SEX!

Okay there I go thinking the worst possibilities when I just said I wasn't

Im just gonna give my brain a second to calm the fudge down before I start freaking out about saying 3 simple words

I love you. See they might be 3 words but when you say it to someone and you mean it,it means so much more then just words

I walk over to there house and knock on there door

Thank goodness Stephanie answered and not him

But to think about it he is at the school right now practicing

"Stephanie im so nervous I dont know what to do"

"Just calm down and by the way you look supper cute"

"O why thank you" I say in a accent

"But honestly I'm so scared to tell him"

"Why?"

"Cause im thinking the worst possibilities when I told myself not to!" I massage my temple

"Lauren" she laughs "your thinking of this way to much"

"Im over thinking it aren't I?"

"Oh yea big time"

"Why do I do that it just gets me stressed"

"Just tell him you love him and it will be over with"

"Yea,yea I will, ill get it over with" I smile and hold my head up high

I got a good feeling about this.

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Were in the fourth quarter right now and the score is tied

20-20, at least were not losing but being tied up for this school is not so good either

We are undefeated and nobody wanted to be tied or defeated.

The game went on a break a little while ago and we only have 2 minutes left before the brake is over

I go to Anthony "you got this!"

"Hearing that from you means so much" he hugs me

I hug him tight "be focused and keep your eye on that ball we only have 10 minutes till the game is over"

He just hugs me

"You can do this, one touch down just one"

"Thank you" he kisses me