Love is No Love

Dinner with Youtuber? Again?

Chapter 13: Dinner with Youtuber? Again?

Scarlett Point of View:

What the hell! I can’t believe I blame Finn for not talking to me after the dinner but it was actually my fault! Awe… Finny! Oh wait! Too late he has a girlfriend already.  I could see them in front of me laughing and having fun.

The meet-up finish, I wasn’t really having fun but Shelby was!  She loves her subscribers! Now, everyone is off to dinner.  Yes, everyone! Which mean, I have to face Finn! I don’t really know how I feel about Finn anymore! Oh wait! Caspar is going to be there too, guess like things won’t be that bad. At least Shelby is happy that she’s having a dinner with her favorite Youtuber!

We went to a restaurant that was near the park we were at. We sat down at a huge table because we have a bunch of people. Almost everyone is vlogging except me! Everyone was just talking except me; I was just looking at my phone acting like I was busy. Then I check my Twitter and Finn directed message me. I wish he did that 3 months ago. Things would be so much easier and better.  It’s was a really awkward conversation.

Finn: Zoe told me everything already!

Scarlett: Yea! So basically what she told you?

Finn: That you don’t have a boyfriend and I messed it up!

Scarlett: Hhahahah… She’s so cute!

Finn: So what happen for pass 3 months!

Scarlett: Nothing much! I moved on with my life.

Finn: Hahhah… Why so deep? 

            Scarlett: Just saying! You look cute with your girlfriend together.

Finn: I look better with you! ;) That’s what people say!

Scarlett: Your girlfriend might check your message, quit flirting with me.

Finn: I’m just saying a fact, I’m not even flirting!

Scarlett: hahah.. Whatever! Why are we direct messaging each other?

Finn: Because you didn’t give me your phone number so I can’t text you!

Scarlett: Only if you said that 3 month ago.   How easy things will be now!

Finn: Why are you being so deep!

Scarlett: I’m not being deep, I’m just saying

Finn: Can I ask you a question?

Scarlett: What?

Finn: Why you wouldn’t kiss me that day?

Scarlett: It’s just the past, don’t look back!

Finn: I really want to know!

Scarlett: I don’t kiss people that I meet less than 5 hour

Finn: That it? Seriously!

Scarlett: Yupe that’s all!

Finn: Do you feeling for me right now?

Scarlett: Nope! Not that I know!

I wanted to say yes but I know I can’t. I’m not supposed to! He has a girlfriend!  Even if I said yes! Nothing will happen, what? Is he going to break with Jo and date me! I don’t know anymore. I think I don’t even like him at all. I wasn’t even jealous when he’s when Jo, nope not at all.

Continue on the conversation

Finn: You’re lying!

                Scarlett: Nope! Not at all! Bye quit being weird I’m going to focus on the dinner!

Back to the dinner

I notice Caspar was watching me; I smiled at him and he smiled back. A cheeky smile, as if was he knew something.  Whatever! The dinner wasn’t that bad, things wasn’t awkward as it should be. Finn and I start talking again. And we are off to clubbing!