THE DAYS BEFORE I DIE ( Jimin : BTS )

The Days Before I Die ( 4 )

THE DAYS BEFORE I DIE

CHAPTER 4

DAYS 22

I got up early today.I make a very nice and warm porridge for Jimin. Then I put it in a container and let it cool down for a minute on the table. After that I started to clean myself up. It was a little bit hard to choose an outfit to meet him but I finally make up with a cute white and black drees and a black sandal . I even wear the necklace he gave to me for our first annivesary and a white headband . After i got ready i wait for jin outside of my house. I see a car stop in front of my house and the one who get out from the car is not Jin... It Shin . Shin look at me and automaticly smile. She come toward me.

Shin : Hi ...

You : Hi..

Suddenly Shin hug me and start crying on my shoulder

You : What's wrong.. Shin ? Are you okay ?

Shin : I am sorry for not telling you the truth . Jimin beg me to do like that . I actually don't want to make you heartbreak but I can't stand my brother when he ask me for help ... I am sorry .

I push her a bit and wipe her tear.

You : It's okay . Don't cry anymore.

Shin : y/n..

I smile at her .Then she hug me back while saying thank you for a dozen time.

AT THE HOSPITAL

When I arrive with Shin. I see Jin coming out from a room. Jin wave at us and we wave back at him.

You : How Jimin. Can I go inside?

Jin : Of course you can . Erm what is that ?

You : Oh I make porridge.

Jin : -nodding his head- You can go inside now.

You : You are not coming with us ?

Jin : No , well how about if you take care of Jimin for us a bit ? I need Shin to help me with something

Shin : - look at you – please ???

You : Errr

Jin and Shin : Thank you !!! We love you!! - ran away from you –

You : * geez this two *

I turn my head to the door . A lot though playing in my mind . What should i said when I meet Jimin .... Will everything be okay ?? I took a peek from outside. I could see Jimin staring through the window in front of his bed . I take a deep breath and get inside .

Jimin : Jin , i told you to get back home right ? You been staying here for so long. You should rest my dear brother

You : *what should I said *

Jimin :Jin , why you are not answering me. –turn his head- Why ... Why are you here ...

You : Err.. Er.. I... I want... This –show the porrdge-

Jimin : Woah! You cook for me ? – smile-

You : Yeah.... Do you want it ?

Jimin : Sure !! Come and sit beside me. Well , how did you know that I... am here

You : I know everything . But you are a really mean jerk when you leave me when you said that you are going to marry Shin . Don't you know how much I hurt ..

Jimin : I am sorry I don't have any courage to tell you that I am ... Well.. I am sorry..

You : It's okay, let's talk about something else.

Jimin : but I think it was not a very bad idea to be ill , at least I can eat your cooking.

You : - laugh - whatever.

I started arrange the food for Jimin. Jimin sit quietly on the bed after I done setting the food for him .

You : you are not going to eat ?

Jimin : I am sick right now so I want you to feed me !! –smile-

You : don't be such a kid. Your hand is still good.

Jimin : but ... – pout –

You : don't be like that your hand is not a bit hurt.

Jimin : okay then -slam his hand on the table hard –

You : yah !! What are you doing !!

Jimin : help my hand was hurt !! I don't think I can even pick up the spoon to feed myself.. Help...

You : the other one is still perfect right ?

Jimin : seriously y/n , do you want me to slam my another hand ?

You : - laugh - you really want me to feed you so much right ? Okay fine ! Stop hurting yourself. I will feed you.

Jimin start smiling again and going ' aah ' whenever I feed him . Actually I quite enjoy feeding him . He look so cute when he eat . After he finished the porridge he pats his stomach .

Jimin : woah !!! I am so full . Your food is the best !!

You : hehehe , I glad you like it . Hmm Jimin ?

Jimin : yeah ?

You : Do Jungkook know what had happened to you ?

Jimin : - cough – no , I don't tell him yet .

You : are you sure ? Or did you ask him not to tell about this to me ... and take care of me .

Jimin : .....

You : Jimin , answer me .

Jiimin : yes . I asked him to do that .

Jimin: I ask him to go and look for you so I will look like a bad guy and you will think like Jungkook is your knight . It was going very too well that I heard that you ask him to be your boyfriend. Y/n, - hold your hand- I don't know when I will die and I don't want to let you go with any bad man.. So I think about jungkook. Beside he like you too and I know that he will become a good boyfriend that could make you forget about me like that day.

You : no , he can't . He will never can do it . I will never forget you .. And that day was just because I am so mad at you and I keep acting like a crazy person to forget you and even when I am with Jungkook sometime you will come to my mind .. I just can't forget you ... I don't want him ... I want you ...

Jimin : but Jungkook had liked you ever since we three had become friend and beside , he is our best friend . So I dont think it so wrong if he take care of you when I am gone. He will love you as the same I do.

You : but I don't love him ! And I just love you ! No one could ever replace you .... not even Jungkook.

Jimin : ... I know that but .... I rather have him to be with you when i am gone. I already ask him ..

You : and he say yes ?

Jimin : -nod-

You : why you let him

Jimin : I ..... I want you to be happy when I am gone.

You : seriously Jimin . Could you stop saying when you gone. It not like you dont have the chance to continue your life !!!

Jimin : but y/n , the doctor said that I ... I just have a very thin chance ... To live ...

Tears keep falling out from my eyes . I sit beside Jimin and hug him .

You : i am sorry, Jimin I can't accept the fact, it was to hard to face it Jimin.

Jimin : I am sorry y/n , because of me ... You become like this ...

You : It not your fault .. Jimin ... Oh , i love you so much ..

Jimin : I love you even more ....

Then Jimin raise my head and wipe my tear . Then slowly he put his lips on mine.. I feel the warm of his kiss around mY lips .... The warm that I will lose it .... Soon ....