What love can make you do (A Roc Royal Love Story)

Chapter 31:Emotions?

Cassy POV

So many thoughts raced through my head at once. All I ask is why me? Why do i get the boy with the crazy exes? Why do I have to deal with this? Im not ready to be a step mom. Why didnt he tell me about his "kids". Ugh ! I cant handle this. Well after Roc was shot, Tiff fled. Jay (Prince)and the crew came and got rocs "son". The paramedics came and took roc to the hospital. This is to much. I looked at Chres laying in the bed hurt,and in pain. Wish it was me not him. He doesnt deserve all of this. I smiled faintly. He did all this for me. Is this love real? The doctor interrupted my thoughts as he spoke

Doc:He is a fighter i tell you. The way he was shot could have killed him. He almost died. But he held on. We will take him in for surgery soon..

And with that he walked out. I felt a small smile creep across my face and I walked to Chres and rubbed his hair This boy has me lost for words. Despite everything... i love him . I whispered in his ear and said:

Me: My little soldier. Thank you

I kissed his cheek and rubbed his face.

Me: I love you Chresanto

Soon after the doctors came and took him for surgery. This is going to be a loooonnnnggg night..

~~~~~~1 month later~~~~~~~~~

Everything has been okay... Chres

is doing alot better. As for me, I've been more distant. Im spending more time alone and doing my modeling tasks. I feel lied to and hurt.. More so hurt than ever.At the hospital i may have seemed happy.. That was to only hide the pain and hurt.. Physically and Emotionally. I forgot to mention that im writing a book. Yes im a model ,a girlfriend , a stepmother (you could say), and now a author. Its been a rough month. ....Chres walked in with a small smile on his face.

Me:what?

Chres:Did I ever tell you.. Your the most gorgeous girl ever. Your the best. And I love you

Me:mmm what you want Chres? I know you want something

Chres:nothing baby., what I cant tell my girl she gorgeous?

Me:Chres , what u want?

Chres:*sighs* fine, i wanna get Cj

Me:well why didnt you just say that. Im not gonna say you cant see your son

Chres:no,baby like take custody of him. My grandmother is getting up in age and I miss him

Me:awh well okay.... Thats cool

Chres:thank you hun

He kissed my cheek and grabbed a glass.. Filled of water.

Me:bae, you never told me what happened to his mother

The sound of glass breaking startled me. I looked up to see Chres staring off into space. He looked hurt... Did I hit a soft spot?