Forever ( How To Love Sequel )

Ch 13 : Taking One's Own Life PART 1

[ Author's Note : Last Chapter I Wrote Was Out Of Grievance.. A Family Member Died Because Of Cancer . She Was Said To Only Have A Few Days To Live .. Thats Why I Wrote The Last Chapter .. I Am Still Going Thru Some Things.. Cancer Has Killed Many Of My Loved Ones , & Killed Another Today . I Will Be Updating More As Of May 31st , Because That Is My Last Day Of School .. anyways , Happy Reading ^.^ ]

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* Later That Night *

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- Roc's Pov -

My Mom .. Is Actually .. Gone .. I Am Just Tired ..

What Is The Purpose Of Living ? Life Will Never Be The Same .. I Feel As If I Got Stabbed In The Heart 172 Times .. My Mother.. Is .. Dead..

I Wish That Could Have Been Me ..

I Am Tired Of Living ..

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- Your Pov -

The Funeral Had Us Emotionally Drained . We Returned Home & Just Relaxed. We Ordered Pizza For Dinner . Dontae Went To His Room And Played The PS3 . Roc And I Sat Down Discussing Baby Names . We Layed In Bed & Cuddled .

Roc; * Kissing Your Stomach * I Cant Wait To Meet You !

You; * Giggles *

Roc; I Cant Wait.. I Am So Excited !

You; So What Are Some Names For A Boy ?

Roc; Chresanto August Jr .

You; I Like That :)

Roc; What About A Girl ?

You; Hmm .. I Don't Know ..

Roc; I Want The Name Kinda Unique .. And Different ..

You; Zena Marie ?

Roc; Not Bad .. But .. We Should Keep Thinking . How About.. Breanna For A Girl ? Or Maybe Kylie?

You; Well , We Can Decide Once They Determine The Sex Of Our Baby .

Roc; Truee .

You; Damn , Its Only 8pm ..

Roc; It Feels So Late..

You; Yeaah , I Am Tired .

Roc; Agreed ..

You; Imma Take A Shower ..

Roc; Can I Join You ? * ;) *

You; Of Course !

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- Roc's Pov -

Yn & I Had An AMAZING TIME In The Shower..

We Made Some Sweet Love :)

I Am Taking Advantage Of It While I Can .. Because Once She Gets Too Big , We Probably Wont Have Sex..

We Layed Down & Yn Fell Asleep In My Arms..

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- Your Pov -

Roc & I Took A Shower.. It Was Around 9:30 When I Fell Asleep .. I Was Sleeping Real Good ...

* The Next Morning *

I Woke Up To Discover Roc Wasn't In Bed ..

You; * Rubs Your Eyes * * Looks Around *

Roc Wasnt In Our Room .. I Looked Out The Window And Seen His Car Was Here .. So He Was Somewhere In The Apartment .. Our Apartment Is Only 2 Bedrooms.. We Have A Small Garage Too .. With Our Work Out Equipment ..