You were running towards a bridge, no one around you. Your tears streaming down your face. Where you wrote "sorry" you cut into with your blade, making people know it was a suicide. You stood, clutching your jacket tight, and laid down your backpack, with another suicide note. You wanted to feel the sweet kiss of the blade one more time, so on your leg you made a heart shape. You clutched onto the blade and climbed up the side of the bridge and stood. It was about 6 inches thick so that if a car crashed into it it would hopefully hold. The river underneath it had jagged rocks in it, and was not very deep by the edges. Tears were streaming down your face as you smiled, knowing that your misery would be put to an end. You went on your tippy toes and leaned forward, closing your eyes. You started to fall, when something stopped you.
No arm was quite long enough to grab your wrist, so you knew exactly who it was.
It was Sollux.
Sollux Captor.
Sollux had been using his psionics on you to lift you up, and he dropped you onto the bridge, safe and sound. You tried to turn around and jump off again, but now he was hugging you. You struggled to become free but he still clutched you. He used his psionics to lift the blade out of your reach and put it back in its fold. (It's a pocket knife)
"Why diid you do thiis? Why <y/n>?" He asked, yellow tears In his eyes.
"Because they hurt me so much. The crazy b1tches that call me names." You replied, trying to break free. You rammed into him, making him lose his psionics temporary in shock, and you broke loose. You turned to run to the bridge again, but you tripped. Sollux grabbed your wrist, and pulled you into a passionate kiss. You broke free and hugged him, knowing someone cares for you. You cried into his arms, as he shoosh paped you like you were his Moirail. You left with him, casting the blade into the river, and swore to tell your new Matesprite when something is troubling you. The people bullying you were rammed together using psionics, getting a few bruises and a boatload of shame.
You swore never to cut again.
You were never bullied again.
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Homestuck x Suicidal! Reader
FanfictionNo lemons, In one shot form, Will do requests, TRIGGER WARNING IN COURTESY OF KANKRI: CUTTING, SUICIDAL REFRENCES, AND DARK STUFF INCLUDED. READER DESECRATION ADVISED. Kankri: Why thank you. Admin: you are so welcome. Trigger warning.
