Rain is falling relentlessly outside again. I can hear the raindrops falling on the roof, hitting it with such vigor, enveloping the school with an uproar. Outside crowding the sky, were dark clouds that never seem to leave, making late afternoon look like nighttime. The cold winds were blowing icy chills sending shivers down everyone's back.
The weather has been particularly gloomy these past few days, gloomier than usual. Everyone has been complaining endlessly about it wishing the sun would just cut its break short and finally shed light on this place.
People here don't like crappy weather.
Some don't even like the rain...
They think it's depressing.
But not me. I, on the other hand, love it.
The rain has always been my consolation.
A means of blending in.
A means of hiding myself.
While people complained about the weather, I sit in a corner and lurk in my private thoughts.
It gives me comfort. The kind of comfort no one has bothered giving me. The rain offers me the chance to forget, while others struggled to remember.
It gives me the chance to finally feel the cold from outside...
...and not from within.
I looked around me, taking in my surroundings. I was at school. Students were slowly departing, heading towards random directions with their friends, leaving me alone and neglected, just as I like it.
It was better to be ignored than made fun off.
I don't like this place. I never did. They hate me. They all hate me. They make fun of me, they torment and hurt me, but at the same time, they're afraid of me.
They heard of what happened to me... but none of them really know why it happened.
And it will stay that way.
So tell me why I keep coming to this school if I don't like it...
I go because I have to, not because I want to, but because I need to.
Finishing high school is the only way for me to escape this nightmare.
It's the only way for me to start all over again.
"Yah! Kang EunSoo! Don't just stand there! You're blocking the way you retard!!" a guy said. He didn't give me enough time to move, instead he pushed me out of the way with such force that I ended up falling hard against the cemented floor injuring my knee in the process.
I looked up to face the person who purposely hurt me.
Park TaeHwa. The school uljjang. The guy in SangGo High that no one wants to mess with and rightly so, with his towering height, i doubt there'll be anyone brave enough to go against him in this place. He's a big dude with blond hair up to his shoulders which is against school rules, but no one goes against Park TaeHwa, not even the teachers. Park TaeHwa owns this school. But even though he's this big, burly guy, I've always been amazed with those eyes of his... rounded black orbs that tell you what the person was thinking of or what they were feeling.
I used to have those too...
Right now, those eyes were looking down on me smugly as if enjoying the sight of me on the ground helpless, and with my knee bleeding.
I stand up and was getting ready to leave when I saw him.
6 feet, not as tall as TaeHwa but just tall enough for his built. He has broad shoulders that complement a well-muscled physique. Being a fighter gives you that... His black eyes that seem to read your every thoughts look even darker because of thick eyelashes. The man known as SangGo High's second uljjang...
Someone that I used to know...
Someone that I've already forgotten.
Kim HaeChan.
I look away and started to stand. It was a good thing my knee wasn't badly hurt. It was getting late and I had to go home. And I really didn't want to be near these two. I didn't want to get any more attention than what I usually get. I turn my back and start to walk away.
"Are you okay?" I heard the faint sound of HaeChan's voice. That gentle voice I knew so well.
No you don't. You already forgot.
"You don't care." I said as I continued walking away.

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Betrayal at it's Best (on-going)
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