Serious?
Is that even possible?
No
It doesn't happen
Tell me it didn't happen!
That you didn't say what I thought you said
Please!
I'm begging
I beg of you...
Please, save me!
Don't let it happen
Not like this
Not again
I can't take it anymore
The thought is unbearable
Unbelievable
Unthinkable
I beg of you...
Can you explain?
Can you tell me why?
Why this has to be
Why like this?
I don't understand
I guess I never did
But you,
You knew
You held the plan
I beg of you...
Did you ever think about me?
What would happen to me?
What if it all fall apart?
Then what?
What if you change your mind?
You know it could happen
It's happened before
I don't know, though
If I could take it
If I would make it
I beg of you...
Don't ask me to
Don't make me do this
I can't
I'm scared
I'm scarred
I look at you
I have issues
I say
You shrug
Who doesn't?
I beg of you...
Will you listen to me?
Please!
Just a second
A second when you really, really
Really hear me
I hear you, you say
But do you?
If you did, if you do
Why can't you understand
Why can't you believe me
I beg of you...
You think you know
You think you know me
No one knows me
I have issues
I don't let people in
You can't get close
I won't let you in
I have a wall
A tall wall of many layers
Just because you passed one,
Doesn't mean you'll pass them all
I beg of you...
Please, reconsider!
The offer, I like it,
But it just won't work
Please, take it back
It hurts to deny you
But I'm afraid I must
I don't have a choice
I have no other choice
It was nice of you though
A nice thought to ponder
But, please
I beg of you...
Don't do this to me
Don't tempt me
You're making it hard
Too hard to resist
But you know it's the right thing
You do know I'm right
Don't you?
This is not in the cards
We don't make the rules
You can't break the rules
Why do you try?
I beg of you...
It's getting cold
I really must go
It's getting late
This thing, it can wait
Say that it can!
That it's not here nor now
That the moment is too fragile
I don't want it gone
Why don't I know what I want?
Know what to do
But
I really do, don't I?
I beg of you...
Time?
Just a little more time
Please
Not now, not tonight
Some other time
Some other day
Just a little more time
To think it through
To over think, to worry, to get scared
That's it
Scared
Scarred
I have issues
Who doesn't?
I beg of you...
My fear
It is real
I've been there, I've done that
I've got the scars
I've been hurt
I've always been hurt
Why does it always have to hurt?
It shouldn't have to,
But I'm afraid
It always will
That's why
I beg of you...
I'm sorry
I didn't mean to
I really am
Sorry
Unintentional damage
Unintended harm
Please, be careful
Drive safely
Don't fall
No accidents allowed
That's funny
Not ha ha funny maybe
Still funny
I beg of you...
It will heal
Of course it will
Sure
I know that,
But seriously, though
Will it
Does the broken bone really heal?
Scar tissue
Phantom pain from a limb removed
Amputated
Amputated?
Of course
I understand now
I beg of you...
The amputated limb
The phantom pain
The memory still hurts
I have issues
I have a wall of many layers
How far can you go?
How far should I let you?
How far will I let you
I should just go
It's cold, it's late
I beg of you...
I need my sleep
I need to heal
I need to fix my wall
You can't tear it down
That's not your job
You need to go home now
I need to think
I need to find me peace
I need to
Be alone
For a while
I beg of you...
Can you do that for me?
Am I worth it?
Can you wait?
Are we really in a hurry?
There's still time
There must be time
Please, tell me
That we still have time
I'm sure it could maybe still
If we just give it some time
Can you give me some time?
I beg of you...
Does time ever really heal anything?
Or do we just forget?
You move on, because the scars aren't yours
The scars were mine
All mine
All of them were all mine
I have issues
I said
Who doesn't?
You asked
I don't know
Do you?
Have issues?
Scars?
I beg of you...
Seriously?
Can you answer me,
Seriously?
I didn't mean to hurt you
I'm sorry if I did
If?
What if?
Why do you say if?
There's no if!
The phantom pain is real
The pain I feel is real
There's no if
I beg of you...
Am I confusing you?
I'm sorry
I am confused myself
I don't know what to think
If moving on means going back
You look at me
Going back?
You can't go back
You say
Please, don't go back
Move on!
With me
You say
I beg of you...
Look at me!
Can you not see me?
Listen to me!
Can you not hear me?
This is me
Who I am
All I am
Is this confusion of pain and issues
I'm not sure I can heal
I'm not sure the phantom isn't real
I'm not sure it won't all go away
I'm not sure if you really want to stay
I'm not sure I can let you in
I don't know where to begin
I beg of you...
Tell me...
Am I really worth it?
