Present Time..
"Out of space again Missy?" I'm back to reality when someone poke me from behind. It's my boyfriend. We are now in the office . Yes! we are office mates.
"I'm just thinking." and I smiled at him. A smile that he will never know the reason behind. A smile that I will keep forever just for my self.
"You're over thinking again. C'mon let's have a lunch together." I stand up and grab his hands. I hold it tightly. The way that he will never know the reason behind.
Do you know what happened to me after I graduated from college?
I got a job. More than I think I could have. More than I expected that I deserve. My uncle died. In his funeral yes I cried. Not because I'm longing for him but because I'm happy that my fucking miserable life finally ended. Who wouldn't? I supposed to have a party after the burial.
That's how much I hated him. I really hated him to death. But I hate my self more.
About the pictures? I deleted and scratched them into pieces.
I have a good life now.
Good than I thought.
But more miserable than I deserve. Because keeping this big fucking secret for lifetime is the most miserable thing that I will going to carry up to my grave.
I'm Missy and this is my Fucking Miserable Life.
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I'm Missy and This is the real Me
HumorI'm not the typical girl that you think I am. I may be laughing with you, having chitchats with you, or making what do some other teenagers are doing. But behind that kind of plasticity,I am a girl suffering in pain and doubts.I am Missy, welcome t...
