she didn't have any music to
drown herself in, so she sat in the
silence... which was suffocating her.
the door didn't have a lock. she
didn't have a tv to watch to distract her.
she didn't have ice cream to help with
the heartbreak.
her mascara and eyeliner
were smeared from wiping her
eyes too much, trying not to cry.
she hated herself for caring, for
letting herself get too close to
someone that didn't want her.
she clenched her sheets tightly in her hands.
caleb wasn't worth it.
yes he was.
