In Love ?

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Damarys POV
I just sat there staring into his eyes and he looked at my lips and my eyes . I can't do this he kidnapped me it is wrong .
Stop .
you can't do this .
He doesn't deserve this .
You deserve austin .
But does austin even like you .
you mean you have to be sure that he does in order to say you deserve him .
I thought but my body kept going .
He didn't seem to care he was stuck in the moment he just wanted this kiss bad .
He didnt care what i felt .
He needed this .
I didn't want to but at the moment i wasn't listening to anything .I was stuck in the moment to realize anything. 

He leaned in and his lips nearly touched mine .Austin ran in looked and stopped in his tracks .

"Jaso..WHAT ARE YOU DOING ??"
I bursted up from my seat

"um ..Austin Its not what it looks like !!Im sorry this is wrong ..Austin wait "
Austin rolled his eyes and went up stairs .I ran after him and into his room .While jason stared at me.I didn't care about him i had to make things right between Me and Austin . I didn't want to lose his trust .And his friendship.

I knocked and walked in
"Hey Prince Charming "I was hoping that would make him smile but I got nothing .
"Hey "He said blankly .

"Look I know it looked like we were gonna kiss but ..I...I...." I didn't know what to say .Because there was no but to it We were going to kiss. Honestly i wanted to kiss Jason I  don't know why though .

."You what ?? You like him ??Oh but you couldn't like me?? huh ??Why??Am I not as good as jason ?? Because I'm sure as hell not as fucked up in the head like hi- !!"

I smacked him in the face . THAT CROSSED THE LINE . I hate it when people make fun of ir bring stuff up about other people to win an argument .

"Don't talk about him like that !!You can't control my life .And I can't like you Im sorry its not me that chooses is my heart . YOU are jasons friend you cant like the same girl .

He just looked at me with disappointed eyes .
"I..Didn't mean too talk to you like that".
I left for my room and locked myself up .This is so stressfull why dont you get it . I didnt know what to do .
I cried myself to sleep .this was to much for me to handel in one day. So much preassure beacuse of two boys i dont even know .

THE NEXT MORNING
I woke up whit someone's arms around me . I didn't see tatoos on them oh fish sticks .It was Austin ."Prince Cha-Austin get up !!Jason is gonna kill you if he sees you slept whit me !Is what i tought but for a fact Jason would hurt one of us for not being loyal . Damn why would austin do this ?? How did he even get in my room ?? I looked under the sheets he was only in boxers .

Oh my gosh Why ???Does this dude want to get killed ?? Cuzz he' ll for sure acomplish that with jason