Still Undeniable

Chapter 17

Camille's POV
I was scared to turn around but I knew I had to , tears were rushing down my face like a waterfall and I could form no words at this moment not even a scream would come out . When I turned around I saw Jasen laying there covered in a pool of blood barely clinging on to life. My instincts made me immediately rush to the side of the bed.

"Jasen baby can you hear me ?", I asked in between sobs

He said nothing , reaching under the bed I pressed the emergency button he had installed when we first moved here that would call the police and ambulance if anything were to happen.

"Jasen you're gonna be alright , ok baby", I said kissing his forehead

"I love you", He croaked out before he closed his eyes

It was then at that very moment when I actually knew that he meant what he said. I know this man has put me through so much but I would never wish death on him. It was true I still loved him I was only leaving to teach him a lesson. I know I've left before and he hasn't learned but this time I felt like we were gonna be more mature about this situation. When the police and ambulance got there they rushed him away on a stretcher and I ran to his rescue as I always do. As they pumped his chest I said a silent prayer to myself, a prayer for my kids , a prayer for Jasen , and a prayer that all ends well.

Jasen's POV

It was like fire in my veins I knew I had to pull that trigger , it was the only way to make sure that Camille would be happy. I knew that if I didn't kill myself that I'd continue to hurt her , but after pulling the trigger I felt even worse because I knew that hurt her once more. Camille has been more than a good woman to me and some way I always find a way to fuck up what we got , but she never leaves and I guess I got to used to that and when she said she was leaving me again I knew I couldn't handle that. A while back when I was going to therapy I wrote a journal and I wanted Mill to read it and I felt it would give her so much closure from me and this situation. I could hear her angelic voice praying for me and pleading with me but I couldn't say a word back. I grabbed her hand and her eyes looked like they were about to pop out of her head. I gave her a faint smile before darkness overcame me. The darkness was soothing and it was pulling me deeper and deeper into it. The song "Lovers and Friends" by Usher and Lil Jon began to play in my head and all the images of Camille and me ran through my mind. I saw our family moments , our fights , us making love like porn stars. Then a loud bell rung and I saw a white light , I guess this was the end for me , following the white light giving up completely. I hope Mill finds a man that loves her and knows her worth.

Short Update . Let me know what ya'll Think .