A Sea of Poems

All I Want

 I don't want to be your friend.. 

I don't want to be someone that you can see on the weekends and text when your not busy.

I don't want to pretend that I'm okay and that I don't care. 

I don't want a thousand voices telling me what I should do to get you back.

I don't want to sit with you and act like I don't love you with every single fiber in my body.

I don't want to cry every night thinking I wasn't good enough! 

I don't want people threatening to kill you for walking away.

I don't want you to walk away because you think that you're not good enough.

I don't want to keep begging for your return..

I don't want to act different or make you jealous I want you to listen to me

I want you to come running back and hold me tightly and tell me it's okay.

 I want you to know that I care about you in a loving way, to know I want to kiss you, hold you.

I want you to know I never meant to hurt you.

I want just someone to understand that I don't want metaphors and affection.

I want someone to see that I want you and only you.

I don't want to let you go..

I want you in my arms, I want you in my heart, I want you to give me a chance...

I want to know what's wrong with me...

I want to know what I did to ruin the best thing that's ever happened to me..

I want to be happy again...