Is it just me who can laugh and smile, full of happiness to which I'm entitled?
But then all those friends fade away, and my mind goes a stray..
Drifting back to that pit of emptiness, that sudden stop so intense.
That endless void that screams, begging for friends to tighten ripped seems.
I sit alone and my heart sinks, sanity on its brink.
It's never planned to realize,
how lonely you feel inside.
I never use the word depression,
after being teased I've learned my lesson.
It's been so long since I've been so sad and broken,
sometimes I feel the real me is stolen.
My true self laughing and smiling,
not this ugly boy stuck crying..
I want to be a strong soldier,
to have each smile bolder.
Fixing the shattered,
the broken and battered,
save them time an time again,
so their happiness is never pretend.
But all I have is an empty soul,
a history of a broken family taking its toll.
Is that all it takes to bombard my spirit?
I guess it just feels like there's no one to feel it..
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A Sea of Poems
PoetryThis is for those who suffer from anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder. Those who struggle to smile everyday for someone else. Those who are lonely, those who are broken, those who are hurting, those who have lost, and those who need someone, or so...
