Fuck Buddies (revising)

Chapter 2

Monday rolls around and I was walking to my first class dreading it because Nates in there. After the weekend I honestly just wanted to avoid him. I take my seat and I can feel his eyes on me I try to ignore him but it's not working.

The bell rings and I get out of there as fast as I can. He was staring at me at lunch but I kept ignoring him. I managed to avoid Nate all week until Friday night. I had Lydia over and we were watching a movie in the basement, when I heard Sammy and Nate coming down the stairs. Lydia rolled her eyes and groaned "Hey lyd" Sammy said sitting next to her which means the only spot left on the couch for Nate was next to me, Great... He hesitated but sat down quietly. Sam and Lydia were watching the movie when Nate grabbed my hand leading me into one of back rooms in the basement which was used as an extra bedroom.

"What" I said sitting down on the bed annoyed.

"Can we talk about the other night" he said sitting next to me.

"Nate there's nothing to talk about, it was late and you weren't really thinking, neither was I"

"I see" he said quietly

"I'm gonna get back to the movie before they get suspicious". I walked out and saw Sammy and Lydia making out, I turned around and walked back in by Nate. I flopped on the bed.

"They're making out" I said making a disgusted sound as Nate laughed. We laid on the bed in silence till God knows when. I woke up around 4am wrapped in his arms, all I knew was that I was really cold and wanted to cover up with the blanket. I tried not to move to much because I didn't want to wake him but it didn't work "cold?"

"Ya" I mumbled as he shifted so he was under the covers and pulled them over me before pulling me close to him again. What was I doing I wasn't interested in him. Plus Sam would be so mad if he found us like this. Something about being in next to him made me feel so safe though.

I woke up in the morning and Nate was no where to be seen, he probably went out by Sam, so I shuffled to the bathroom connected to the room we were in and opened the door to see a very naked Nate who had just gotten out of the shower I quickly closed the door, and headed upstairs.  my heart was racing I can't believe that just happened. I pull out my phone seeing that I had a text.

from Lydia: party tonight?

To Lydia: for sure!

From Lydia: yay!!!!

7 rolls around and I was ready for the party I was dressed in my short tight black dress that showed off all my curves. I curled my hair and did my make up. Lydia came and picked me up for the party.

When we arrived the house was packed. There were people outside, inside, and upstairs. We had a few drinks and were dancing. The music was blaring I was dancing in the crowd when I felt his hands snake around my waist pulling me into him as we dance. I could feel his hot breath on my neck "wanna get out of here?" I nodded my head yes as he pulled me through the crowd leading me out to his car.

We barely made it through the door before he had me pinned against the wall his lips moving down my neck as he pulled his shirt off and then my dress. He picked me up carrying me to his room laying me on the bed as he climbed on top of me "jess you don't know how long I've wanted this" he pressed his lips against mine as he positioned himself at my entrance. He moved his lips to my neck as he pushed himself into me.

"Nate" I groaned

"did I hurt you" he asked startled

"kinda"

"Wait is this your first time"

"Maybe"

"You should've told me, I wouldve been careful"

I wiped a tear from my cheek

"I'm sorry baby" he said kissing me softly

"Please just finish"

"A little excited are we?" He laughed into my neck

"Maybe" I smiled

I could feel him smile on my neck as he picked up the pace. When he finished he laid on the bed next to me as I sat up. "Nate this was a mistake" I said running a hand through my hair.

"what?"

"were both drunk that shouldn't have happened" I said as I got up and grabbed my clothes off his floor running out the door.

I avoided Nate for awhile I sat somewhere else in class, and he hadn't come over so I was doing a pretty good job. It was Friday again and I was up late like usual. Everyone was in bed and I quietly walked downstairs when Sam scared me in the kitchen he was standing there eating a snack "God Sam you scared me!" He just laughed as I walked downstairs it was only Lit by the TV screen as I turned the corner a warm body collided into me, knocking me to the floor.

"God dammit!" I yelled

"sorry" Nate said slowly.

Sammy walked down the stairs as Nate was getting off of me "you better not be sleeping with my sister" he said laughing as he walked past.
"Ha real funny man" he said helping me up. I turned around and walked up the stairs deciding I would rather be anywhere else than down there. As I was walking up the stairs I felt someone grab my butt I slapped his hand away turning around. He pushed me up against the wall "stop ignoring me" he whispered in my ear.

"You and I both know that last Friday wasn't a mistake Jess it was your first time I'm sorry I didn't make it special for you, I would've if I knew"

"Nate please stop"

"why"

"because I can't be with someone like you"

"what's that supposed to mean?" He asked stepping back

"nothing" I said walking the rest of the way up the stairs. He followed me into the kitchen.

"Jessica please tell me what that means"

"look Nate you have girls all over you, you don't need me. Theres rumors  that you're a player Nate.."

"Ya but I met you Jess!" He said getting angry

"Nate you don't know me" I said quietly.

"I want to, why can't you just let people in for a change!"

"Because maybe every time I let people in I get hurt Nate!"

"I'm not going to hurt you Jess!"

"You don't know me" was all I said before walking out leaving him standing there by himself. I walked to my room trying to contemplate what just happened why is he so interested in me? I don't get it..