Fuck Buddies (revising)

Chapter 8

When I landed In Omaha l turned my phone on I had 5 missed calls and 3 texts.
From Sammy: why'd you leave??
From Gilinsky: babe Why?
From Gilinsky: please call me
I didn't want to talk to anyone so I shut my phone off. when I got home and climbed into bed, My door bell rang and I slowly answered Lydia gave me a big hug "I heard you were back! There's a party tonight please come with me" maybe that would get my mind off things "sure".
We walked through the door, I had on a tight red dress that showed off all my curves and I curled my hair. I had a few drinks and was definitely feeling tipsy I told Lydia I was going to walk home and she said ok. I stumbled through the front door that's when our eyes met.

"Where have you been?"
"Why are you here" I slurred
"they didn't need me Sam will be fine" he shrugged
"now where were you?"
"At a party"
"you walked all the way home drunk?"
"Yep"
"I see" he said looking down. He helped me upstairs to my room and turned to leave "Nate? Can you unzip my dress?"
"Ya" he unzipped it and I let it slide to the floor I heard his breathing quicken as he spotted my black lace thong and matching bra I turned to look at him "fuck me Nate" I whispered walking over to him. I ran a finger down his chest to his bulge, his eyes rolled back as I slid my fingers down his shorts. "Jess don't" he choked out
"why?"
"B-because you're drunk" he stuttered
"but I fucking want you Nate, baby please make me feel good" I whined with that he had me pinned against the wall I wrapped my legs around him and he wasted no time shoving it into me. I cried out in pain as he gave me no time to adjust he walked me over to the bed and laid me on the edge I've never felt this good I moaned out in pleasure as he moaned. He slid me up the bed and I rolled over so I was on top he grabbed my hips and pulled me down hard as he moaned i felt him climax before collapsing next to him. "holy shit" was all he said out of breath "I know". Nate went home and I decided to turn my phone back on I had 3 missed calls and 4 texts.
From Lydia: where'd you go
From Gilinsky: please call me!
From Gilinsky: did I do something wrong?
From Gilinsky: I'm sorry
I decided to call him
"Hey!"
"Hi"
"are you ok?"
"Yes"
"why did you leave?"
" I couldn't be there anymore"
"did I do something wrong?"
"No I just didn't belong"
"what does this mean for us?"
"I don't know jack"
" I like you Jess"
" I know I like you too"
"does that mean we're together?"
"I don't know jack"
"well tell you what we have a show in Omaha in 2 days how about we chill and see what happens then ok?"
"Ok"
"see you then"
"bye jack" I said hanging up.

Tonight was the night jack was coming and we were going to a party. When we walked in everyone looked at us the girls were staring at him great.. He led me to the kitchen and we had a few drinks before he pulled me to the crowd of dancing bodies. He pulled me close as we danced together everyone was staring including Nate "let's get out of here" he whispered. He led me upstairs and shut the door behind him. We ended up in some random bedroom, he pushed me down on the bed kissing my neck he pulled my dress off "jjaacckkk" I slurred
"what baby?"
"I-I don't want to"
"baby this is why I'm here"
"No it's not"
"Ya baby did you think I'd come here for you and not get laid? That would be a waste of my time baby girl"
"no jack"
he slid his pants off holding me down tighter
"stop" I cried. I tried pushing him off but I was to weak
"Ooh I like a fighter" he smirked
"help!" I yelled but he placed his hand over my mouth. He was moaning now
He moved his hand back down to my hip
"Help!!!" I screamed as jack slapped me across the face
"Ow" I whined rubbing my cheek.
"Shut the hell up bitch"
All I was able to do was cry
"oh baby I'm so close! You feel so fucking good baby god damn I want this to last forever" he said going faster and harder. Nate threw the door open and saw what was going on he quickly tackled jack to the floor. "You piece of shit" he yelled punching him. Nate handed me my dress and helped me get dressed "you fucking slut!" Jack spat standing up. I couldn't help but cry at those words. "Come on" Nate said quietly placing a hand on the small of my back leading me out to his car. "Do you want to go home?"
"No" I said playing with my fingers. He drove to his house and opened my door for me,
When I got out he picked me up bridal style. I wrapped my arms around his neck putting my head on his shoulder, He carried me up to his room.
can I shower?"
"Yeah go ahead". I walked into his bathroom and turned the water on hot. I stepped in and rinsed off I slid to the floor crying letting the water beat down on me. "Hey I grabbed you some clothes" Nate said placing them on the counter I was glad he couldn't see me through the shower curtain
"thanks" I sniffled
"Jess, are you ok?" I couldn't hold it in
"no" I said bawling again. Nate walked over and turned the water off opening the curtain, he wrapped a towel around me and picked me up he set me down and handed me the clothes. I changed and walked into his room where I saw him sitting at the edge of his bed, he looked up at me as a tear rolled down my cheek.
"Come here" he said patting the bed I slowly walked over and sat down
"Jess I'm so sorry for what he did to you, God I should've been there earlier"
"Nate"
"no I should've been there to protect you!" "Stop" I said pulling his hands from his face. I laid on his bed as he laid next to me holding me tight.

"No stop!" I yelled tossing and turning trying to get free "stop" I yelled tears running down my face. "Jess wake up" Nate yelled I sat up shaking, wiping my tears. Come here he said pulling me in close. "You're safe, I got you and I won't let anything happen." I buried my head in his chest as I fell asleep.

I woke up in the morning next to Nate, I climbed out of bed and grabbed my dress and shoes quietly walking to the door "where are you going?"
"I need to go home Nate"
"do you want me to drive you?"
"No Nate i don't, I don't need you to take care of me alright!"
"Look Jess I could've left you with him last night but I didn't! I've always taken care of you when you were drunk! And this is how you treat me, not even a thank you.."
"Nate I don't need you to take care of me I'm not 5!"
"Are you sure?"
"Asshole" I said slamming the door behind me.
I walked home so frustrated at him. I slammed the front door "whoa who pissed in your Cheerios" Sammy asked
"screw off Sam" I snapped back
"well nice to see you too Sam how was you're night? ooh it was great thanks for asking oh sure no problem" he mumbled to himself walking out.