Love Me [DISCONTINUED]

Dahvie's Ex

Jayy's POV;

I looked over to Jeffree who just stared at me, I growled at him, but he still stared. "What're you looking at Star?!" I shouted standing up and walking closer to him, "S-sorry." Jeffree said, getting up and leaving the room, shutting the door behind me. I had never been so upset and frustrated in my entire life. I love him, but I just keep pushing him away... But I can't just let him do this to me! I then heard him scratching at my door, the scratching getting higher up, I guess this meant he was using my door to get up. "Jayy." Dahvie mumbled at me door, I didn't respond in anyway. "Please." He whispered, as I heard him getting choked up. "I swear Jayy, I didn't mean any of this! We can go back to how things were!" He cries, I stood up, teary eyed at the door. "No! NO! I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK! THE PAST IS THE PAST! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I SWEAR TO GOD I HATE YOU!" I screamed, punching and kicking the door, tears rushing down my face. "Please, Jayy..." Dahvie said, and I could tell he was crying. "YOU MUST BE A WITCH, CAUSE I'M BURNING IN HELL! BURN IN HELL WITCH!" I shouted, "Jayy, you can't mean that!" Dahvie cried, I banged my hand on the wall so hard my hand began to bruise, "Dahvie please, why can't you just let me hate you?" I cry, "Jayy, open the door." Dahvie said, "I-I just can't." I stutter, "Jayy... Please... I beg of you... Open the goddamn door." Dahvie cries. I close my eyes tightly and open the door quickly, refusing to open my eyes.

"Jayy..." Dahvie said looking at me, I looked worse than before... My hands are bruised and bleeding, my face is red, my eyes are bloodshot and puffy, my cheeks are stained with tears, my hair is a horrible mess, and I have nail marks on my neck from scratching down my neck in stress. "Oh my god... Jayy..." Dahvie went to hug me, "Please, no." I say and he backs away. I finally open my eyes and I see Dahvie, he looked completely broken. His face was pale, his eyes were red, his cheeks were stained with tears, and his hair was a wavy, flat mess. "D-Dahvie." I whispered, slightly under my breath. "Do you actually hate me?" Dahvie asked, tearing up as we looked into each other's eyes. "I swear to god I didn't mean it Dahvie." I say, pulling him into my arms, "I could NEVER hate you." I say crying. "Remember that Dahvie." I say, walking downstairs and out of the door in my pajamas. Dahvie followed me, I did not get in a car, I just walked. "Jayy, were are you going?" Dahvie asked, as we walked mid-way over the bridge. I looked to Dahvie, my back to the ocean below, "Hell Dahvie, I'm going to Hell." Dahvie look confused, but then he saw me fall backwards and his confusion turned to horror and shock, he tried to grab me... But it was all to late... Soon I'd be holding hands with death, as I took my final breath before the cold ocean held me close.

I awoke in a white room, with only two windows, and three chairs. I was hooked up to machines and was put in a white gown. Oh great, I'm in the hospital... I'm still alive. Then I heard footsteps and looked to see Dahvie. Dahvie looked over to me and ran to me, "Oh my god Jayy, I thought you were going to die!" Dahvie cried, I groaned. "How long have I been out?" I asked, "3 weeks." Dahvie said, causing my eyes to widen. "HOW AM I STILL ALIVE?" I shouted, "I don't know, but I just happy you are." Dahvie said smiling to me. I groan and roll over in my hospital bed, "Wish I wasn't." I mutter. "What did I miss?" I ask, "Well... Jeffree and Andy are back together, Sarah and I are broken up, and Haley is with Ronnie." Dahvie said, "Oh what happened with Sarah?"I asked, "Oh that, she broke up with me and moved to France." Dahvie said shrugging, "But anyway do you need anything?" Dahvie asked, "You know what I need?" I asked looking to Dahvie, "What's that Jayy?" Dahvie asked, "A SMOKE AND A BEER!" I shout, "Ah, it's good to have you back Jayy Von." Dahvie said chuckling a bit.

       We got home shortly after I woke up, since the nurse said there was nothing wrong with me. Yeah, there's nothing wrong with the guy that just tried to jump off a bridge and got mad because he's still alive. Yeah, because that's TOTALLY normal. Dumbasses. I went up to my room and looked at down at my phone, strangely I had one message... It was from Sarah, hell no. Not now. I put my phone down and didn't even look at it. "DAHVIE WHY IS YOU EX TEXTING ME?!" I screeched, then just like that he ran to me, "What? What did she text you?" He said quickly, I almost couldn't understand what he was saying... ALMOST. "I don't know, I didn't look at it... I just saw she sent me a text." I say, "Well, you shouldn't worry about it... I mean after all she is my ex. It's probably her just bitch... Yeah... Just bitching." Dahvie said, strangely in a nervous manner, "Dahvie what's your problem?" I ask, "What are you talking about? I'm fine, nothing's wrong. Nothing." He says. I just squint at him, "The fuck is wrong with you?" I ask as he was seriously sweating like a beast. "NOTHING!" He screamed as I picked up my phone, "Jesus!" I shouted, jumping at least a foot off of the couch.

       I was about to go up to my room, "What are you doing Jayy, where are you going?" He asked hysterically, "Um... To my room." I say, "Why? What are you going to do in there?" Dahvie asked, turning even more hysterical (I honestly didn't think that was possible, guess I was wrong). "Dahvie, I was gonna go smoke some weed, now would you chill the fuck out." I say, furrowing my eyebrows at him, "Okay, okay..." He said calming down as he sits emotionless on the couch, staring at me as I walked up the stairs.

       I went into my room and shut the door, sitting on my bed. I lied to Dahvie, I'm reading that message and I'm reading it now. I unlocked my phone and opened the text and it read

"I hope you're happy slut, my whore of an ex Dahvie called out your name while we were having sex, I knew you'd turn my Dahvie into a faggot. Fuck you and goodbye forever."

       I stared wide-eyed at the text, Dahvie cried out my name while fucking Sarah.... Oh my god... "LIAR!" I heard Dahvie shout, in shock I jumped up and threw my phone at the voice. Then I looked up and saw Dahvie, "Oh, sorry about that... You scared me." I say. Dahvie looked down and then back at me, "Um...." He said, realizing I had just read that. "I know how it looks, I know... But I swear to god Jayy, I-... I was drunk... I swear I was out of it... I swear." Dahvie said hysterically, I just nodded.... My happiness flushing from my body. "Oh... Okay." I say, looking down to my bed. I can't believe I thought he loved me... I need to stop being so fucking stupid! Of course he wouldn't like me! He isn't gay and I'm worthless anyway! 

       I awake the next morning at 11AM, but decide to just lay in bed, I have no reason to sit up or even leave the bed. So I just lay there. 3PM rolls around and I hear the door open and look to see Dahvie, "Hey Dahvs." I mumbled, "Jayy, why're you still in bed?" Dahvie asked, "I have no reason to leave the bed, so I stay in it." I said, groggily. "Jayy come on, you have to get up sometime." Dahvie said, "No I don't, I won't die from staying here. So I'm staying here." I say, rolling over away from Dahvie. "Jayy, stop being so difficult!" Dahvie whined, "You don't own me emotions." I grumbled, "Jayy Von, I swear if you don't get out of that bed, I'll make you!" Dahvie screeched, "Oh yeah? I don't see that happening. And you aren't my momma, stop sounding liker her." I say teasingly, I know I'm being an asshole and I don't care. "Alright Jayy, you've forced me." Dahvie said, he then picked up my phone and walked out with it.