Changing The Game

Chapter 9

Casey'sPOV
Before i pulled out of the traps driveway i looked in my rearview to check my looks. "Girl you is on fleek." I said adjusting my boobs. "Yeah you look real good." Some deep husky voice said from my back seat. I quickly turned around and was frightened with who i seen. "What do you want Devin?" I said with so much attitude. Devin was my ex from 9th grade, until i left him for Shawn. Devin used to beat me and and rape me. He would force me to have sex with him in public bathrooms. Those were the worst 8 months of my life. It took me 3months to get away from him and thats were Briona come in at. She took me in when my parents wouldnt. Now i havent seen Devin in 3years and i was hoping to never see him again. I hope he isnt here to play the imissyou card. I do not wanna hear it. "Imiss you boo." Awl shit just my luck. I just looked at him with pure disgust. Ill never get to my Husband.

3hours later i found myself being held against my will. "Please stop."i cried while he moaned and groaned on top of me. I felt no pleasure in this at all only pain. Once again I was being raped by the man i tried 3years to stay away from. "Mmm. I missed this." He said between moans. I couldnt fight back so i just cried.

A hour and a half later he was finally done. I sat by the door bundled up in the backseat. "So you coming home right?" He said. I never wanted to see him again. "Right?" He shouted through clenched teeth. I just nodded. I had to get away , far away. He smiled and kissed me. I felt disgusted and dirty. He got out and i slowly climbed into the front seat. I just cried and cried. "How could i let this happen." I said. I looked down and seen blood. Oh god no i thought . This couldnt be. I cried harder and harder. I started the car and headed for D-lo's.

25 minutes later i was at D-lo's trap. I turned off the car and just sat there and cried. 5 minutes later i pulled myself together and got out. I made my way into the trap and was greeted by the guys and mugged by the hoes. I have no idea why they have so much animosity towards me. Its ridiculous. I made my way to his office. I walked in and froze. He already looked upset and i didnt know what to say. He looked up and me "wtf took you so long?" He said with so much anger. I was afraid to even say anything. "I-i." I stuttered. "Speak tf up case i cant hear you." He said sounding irritated by my presence. "I lost it." His face softened. You guys are probably wondering how was i pregnant. Well before i was shot i had sex with D-lo atleast 3 months prior and when i was shot the bullet was no where near my uterus or the baby so it lived. I told the doctor not to mention it to Briona nem because i didnt want them to know. I wasnt really showing either . I just started to pudge probably a week or two ago. He looked at me with so much hurt. "How?" I hesitated. I didnt want him to know but i had to . I sighed "he raped me." I cried. "Who?" He said through clenched jaws. I could tell he was growing upset. "My ex Devin."

D-lo'sPOV
When she said his name i knew this bitch made ass nigga had to die. Yeah i knew she was pregnant and i knew it was mines. I wasnt gone kill her til after she had lil man. But now i've just been deprived of my childs existence. Devin used to work for me then he went mia. That was 3 years ago, now this nigga wanna come back and on top of that kill my son. Oh yeah this young nigga got. Casey was bleeding all on my floor i was to mad to care i just make them clean it up. "Mane go clean yourself. Got blood running down you leg ." She looked at me then walked out. "Ayy come back." I yelled after her. I gotta find a way to get this nigga and fast. Im not gone put a hit out on em cause the he gone know i want em i said to myself. Then it hit me. Im gone do this personaly, in his honor. He's gonna enjoy my presence. I laughed to myself and finished my paperwork. Yeah i got this.

Casey'sPOV
I went into the bathroom to clean myself up. I looked in the mirror and sighed. I look horrible i thought. I went into the bathrooms closet and pulled out my clothes i hide in there for times i have to change in a hurry. I grabbed the bag and seen a small black box fall out of it. My heart stopped and a smiled spread acrosa my face. "Is this forreal?" I whispered to myself. I picked up the box and looked inside and it was indeed. A 14k, princess cut ruby diamond. I smiled. I couldn't believe he bought this for me. I took a minute to admire the ring til i heard some one coming. I quickly put the box back and got my clothes. Someone knocked on the door. "Umm ill be out when im done." I said with attitude. "Aye bitch Bossman want you in his office." I rolledy eyes and scoffed. I swear these niggas are so disrespectful.

I finished cleaning myself up and headed for D-lo's office. I knocked on the door. "Come on." He said with his sexy deep voice. Just gearing it made me moist. I walked into his office and sat in the chair in front of his desk with a smile. "Why are you smiling?" He asked. I just looked , he thinks i dont know but i cant control myself. "Nothing baby, you wanted to see me?" He looked at me crazy and shook his head. "Yeah lets go get you looked at." He said getting up, i nodded and we headed out.

Half way there D-lo got a call.

D-lo: What you got for me?
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D-lo: man dont come at me with that shit. We gone talk when i get there.
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D-lo: i said we gone talk when i get there.

He said and hung up. I just looked at him. I could tell who ever that was got him upset. "Who was that?" I asked. "None ya damn business. Aye look ima drop you off and head out. Just call me when ya done." I looked at him like he was speaking another launguage. "So you not gone stay with me." I said now upset. "I got better shit to do. Just do wtf i said amd stop with these fucking questions." I felt like i had been punched in the chest and it shattered my heart. I couldnt believe he was gonna actually leave me at the hospital. We just lost our son but he has more important things to do. I just sat quiet the rest of the way. I couldnt believe him.

10 minutes later we arrived at the hospital. Without saying anything i got out the car and made my way into the hospital. I looked back to see was he still there but he wasnt. I made my way to the front desk and the receptionist was filing through papers . "Umm excuse me?" I said. She didnt even look up at me she just handed me a clipboard and a pen. "Fill this out ma'm a doctor will be with you shortly." Well okay then i said to myself and went to take my seat. I sat in the quiet waiting room while i filled out the papers when i heard a voice i wasn't expecting. "Casey?" She said. I tried to ignore her but she came over to me. "Casey." She said sounding worried. Ilooked up "oh hey briona , wassup?" I said giving a fake smile. I did not feel like being bothered, with her especially. She sat next to me and rubbed my shoulder "have you heard?" I knew she meant shawns death and i wated to say yes i killed him but i had to play it cool, just for the time being. I nodded as a tear rolled down my cheek. She hugged me and rubbed my back. "Awwe babygirl its gone be okay, why are you here she asked?" No matter what Briona has been there for me through it all so when sometging is bothering me or somes im always gonna tell her. "Devin raped me and made me loose the baby." She looked shock,hurt, and mad. "What baby case, you wasnt pregnant." I just got aggravated ass hell. Bitch obviously i was if i lost the baby. "I was by Shawn." I lied i couldnt tell her it wasnt Shawns baby or that it was by D-lo. "Ohmygod case im so sorry case, did shawn know?" If this bitch i ask one more question im gonna scream. I shook my head no. "Damn i know he wouldve been so excited to be a father. Look we gonna get that fuck nigga Devin if its the LAST thing we do." I knew she meant business. Whenever Briona ser her mind to do something thats what she was gonna do. She continued to talk and i continued to pretend to listen when my name was called. "Mrs.Casey Willow?" I quickly got up. "Thats me, hi." I said. He motioned me to follow him.

"So Mrs.Willow how are you today?"he said.

"Im fine."

"Okay what can i do for you today?" I put my head down in shame and sighed.

I wemt on to tell him what happened and once i finished he told me they would do a urine test, a papsmeare, then a ultrasound to check my uterus.

After my papsmeare he took me to the ultrasound room to check my uterus.

"It's gonna be cold." He said . I nodded. He rolled the thingy across my stomach and payed attention to the screen.

If i didnt no anybetter i would think i heard a heartbeat. "Is that a heartbeat?" I asked. A smile spreaded across my face.
"Indeed it is Mrs.Willow." i couldnt help but smile. I couldn't believe it. My babyboy was still alive. "Uh-Oh." My smile faded. "Uh-oh. What do you mean uh-oh?" I said worried as ever. "It seems here your baby has a hemerage in the head." My heart stopped. Oh god no please no. "We need to do an emergency C-section." He rushed out of the room to get the nurses. "Emergency c-section, Get her to Surgery. NOW!" i was terrified. God please no. Please let my baby live god. If you do i promise to do better. I cried to myself. "Please let my baby live." I whispered to myself.