Everyone starts from somewhere right? Hope proves that when she takes us through her mom Kae's journal to tell us her parents' story. We all want to know how Chrae came to be; well you're about to find out!
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It was four years later, which felt like a lifetime, since my parents reunited and they were still going strong. Something I was extremely happy about because in one year exactly, my mom gives birth to me. Let's not even get into that though, that story is for later. This day now though, was the day my parents were FINALLY getting married! I know, it's weird to have been born on your parents' anniversary but it's cute at the same time. What better gift than a child on your anniversary?
Anyway, in my mom's journal entry, she practically wrote down EVERYTHING that happened that day including her vows, and dad's, word for word. I'd know since the wedding video proved it since I watched it while reading the entry... It hurts thinking of how happy she was and how dad's depressed pretty much the whole day now because he misses her.
The only hint of happiness he has on that day is me since we have our tradition of a daddy/daughter date to celebrate my birthday. It was all to get dad out of the house while mom got ready for their date when she was still here. God, do I miss her... Before I cry over reminiscing about when mom was still alive, let me finally get into the day they tied the knot...
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I was the happiest I've ever been but I couldn't help but feel guilty. Like I didn't deserve this. All because I thought I'd have the courage to tell Chris what happened that year we had apart. If it's still eating me alive on the inside, obviously I didn't tell him and I definitely have more to lose now than ever. I've moved past being a stylist, unless it's Tina or Cassie, and I have my own line: The Kill.
It's basically under Chris' name until it's as big as his Black Pyramid line after it comes out soon. Speaking of BP, my line is pretty much the girl version of it, making Chris and I a brand name together. I'd get more into that but it's my wedding day and that's what I should be more concerned about. It's just that I'd lose that and not to mention my friends. They're still by my side but they've warned me from the beginning that I should just tell him and I didn't.
Now if it comes up, they cut me off by saying: "Do you want us to call him in here so you can tell him? Ok then. How can you tell us, your best friends, how much you love him but keep a secret like this? If that was true you would've told him by now. We won't unless you want to tell him and can't get the words out but you better hope he doesn't hear about what happened from someone else." Lucky me right? And yes I used one of Chris' songs on purpose.
