The Light To My World (Ciel x Reader)

Chapter 20

Chapter 20:
(Y/N)'s POV:
After straightening my dress and fixing my hair I was about to leave for my meeting when their was a knock at the door. I move the sound barrier and responded.
"Who is it?" I asked confused. Who could it be?
"It's Ciel, I wanted to ask you a question?"
"How many questions are you planning on asking?" I say clearly not buying his answer of 1 question.
"A few...not many." He says like he's anticipating for a yes.
[sighs] "Ok, I will be out in a minute!" I scream.
"(Y/N) you don't have to talk to him if you don't want to." Lizzie said seeming concerned.
"It's ok Lizzie. I will just go talk to him what could go wrong?"
"Uh...you could try and kill Ciel if he upsets you?" Alois commented.
"Fine, no violence I will handle things in a civilized lady-like manor."
"Ok, be careful!" They shout as I walk towards the door.
I put my finger over my mouth telling them to stay quiet and swung the door open hitting Ciel in the ear.
"Ease dropper." I teased.
"Make this quick I have to leave in 10 minutes." I warn. And he nods his head.
"Earlier today, you said you were sorry, what were you sorry for exactly?" He asked.
"For causing this huge mess. It's my fault I beat you half to death, it's my fault you and Elizabeth aren't friends anymore, and it's my fault." I said blushing in embarrassment.
I saw him smile at me then sigh out of relief. Was he expecting this?
"So will you move back into my manor with me?" He asked.
'Hell no! Why would you suspect that?" I asked clearly confused.
I saw him look at me with confused eyes.
"I thought when you said sorry you ment we could continue where we were before this?"
"When I said that I ment I won't threaten to kill you and harm you again unless you of course make me. I will remain to live in the Trancy manor, but we can always be aquatintences. That is how it will be till I learn to trust you again."

That hurt me...alot, but what can I say, he hurt me. Yeah I may not be dead like anyone else would've, but what does that say--it says how much he cares about me. Although I didn't die, if any normal human would have preformed a stunt like that, they would be laying on there dead. He left me. I could've died. No, I can't. I should've died to him. He was suppose to help me...he was suppose to be my knight in shining armor, but he has failed his queen. Ciel Phantomhive believe me, you may have wn the battle, but you will not win the war.