Complicated

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This is gonna be an interesting one. 


Hey, look, she says she feels a certain way but at first I didn't believe her 

I thought she was just doing out of her heart like Mother T(h)eresa 

But sure enough, she's confirmed that she feels this way 

I even asked another friend, she says she feels this way 

So what I do, she lives out of state, it's long distance 

However when true love(or like in this instance) is in the picture, miles don't make a difference 

We hit it off real quick like Daniel Nava 

If I had feelings for her in that way would I say nada? 

Or would I say yes, that's exactly how I feel 

What do I think any more, do I know how I feel? 

If the interest is mutual, then is it in the will of God?

Or maybe I'm not meant to like her, friendzoned like Terrence Howard

Man, I'm not even rhyming all my words right 

But real talk, I could care less about all that, I just wanna look past this darkness and see the light 

I love her to death but we've always been friends 

If this became an item and we broke up, we would probably still stick to the end 

But good Lord, Jesus help a brother out 

This thing is inflaming and killing me like I got the gout 

Is she meant to be one? Or is she even the one? 

Maybe I'm taking things a little far outta space, but I'm just tryna see son

We been shipped for awhile as a couple for quite some time 

I'll have to make a prayer area out of my living quarters, unless somebody got change for a dime 

I'm not like other rappers, if I have one girl that's all there is 

That's all there is and that's all that it'll be 

I got a friend or two, they have no problem keeping girls 

But most of them live right within driving distance of their girls

Dang, I really wish it wasn't this hard, almost got me crying like Drake on every track 

Am I ready to love my friend even more than I already have? 

I love this girl, but do I love her like that?  

Or should I just try to shield myself and her from harm like a hazmat? 

So many questions, so many possible answers to them 

But I guess the best thing to do is to stop writing and go pray to Him 



It's complicated 



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