Loved You First (A One Direction/ Emblem3 love story) *SLOW UPDATES!*

Chapter 12- Goodbye

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Im gonna try update more regularly again cuz I've manage to organise my life again so Ive got more time on my hands. I've been doing a lot of reading though, and if u want me to read your story, send me the link and I probably will! :)

I hope this chapter is worth the veryyyyyyyyyy long wait....... ;P

I also made a new cover, one that I've finally decided on. :]

Enjoyyyyyyyyyyyy

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Everyone saw us. It's all over the news. And the messages are back. Some "Emblem" saw us and took photos with her phone, put them on twitter, facebook and everyother photo-sharing website possible. My Qooh has been going mad, as with my twitter, and Justin has started stalking me. I keep getting little messages like "watch out for lover boy, he might not be around long..." but what hurts the most is that I havent had a single message from Louis... It's killing me how he can just move on, just like that. Like he never actually really cared. I grab my phone and earphones and switch to Sleeping with Sirens. Roger Rabbit comes on and I think about Keaton, about Louis, about how maybe I should just move to Austalia for another new start... It might be easier, honestly. But what about Keaton? I only just got him back, but being so close to Justin is starting to scare me a bit, I mean, who wouldnt be nervous if their crazy ex was stalking them and knew exactly where they are, at every given time? I click the message icon, then inturn Justins name- saved under "the enemy"- and go through the messages he's sent me.

'I know where you are'

'Leave Keaton or you're both dead'

'No onle likes you, leave'

and finally:

'I never loved you, b!tch'

The last one probably hurt the most... He used to tell me countless times that he loved me that I was his everything. I guess not, because he cheated, with probably the most innocent, likeable person in the universe. The threats came and with them, Louis. He made me feel something again. Something other than a robot. Then we broke up. OVER THE PHONE! Everything always goes wrong with me and things boy-related. I might as well carry a lumonous yellow sign with LED's flashing around it saying 'If you're a boy, stay away.'. I delete Justins messages and Keaton walks in. He comes over and sits on my bed. Silence fills the room, well, as silent as it gets when someone is crying. He looks over at me and pulls me into a hug. His smell is overwhelming, the typical boy smell. I start crying- for Louis, for the threats, for my friends who I just left in England, for him. Keatons says nothing, just hugs me and rubs my back soothingly. 

"Count my heartbeats." He says, once I've finally gained control of my emotions.

1..... 2..... 3....... 4....... 5.......6.....7........8........9.....

I eventually stop crying completely, but he doesn't let me go. He just startes at me and softly kisses my forehead. Thats why Keaton is my best friend, he always knows exactly what to do/say whenever I need him to. He knows what he needs to be whenever anything happens. The protective brother, the body-guard, the pillow, the singer, the guitarist, the whole flipping orchestra, the shoulder to cry on, and now, the lover. I smile weakly at him and lean up to kiss him, but he moves his head slightly. What? I look ip at him, obviously confused.

"I know you still love Louis. Thats one of the reasons you cried the way you did. Yes, I love you more than life itself, but you need him- as much as it pains me to say- so I've bought you a ticket to London. Go make a beautiful song together. You may think you know exactly the way to sing the melody, but he's the only one who knows the right words.'