So I am from a very rural town in Victoria,Australia and my school only had about forty people from prep to grade six. It wasn't until I was about ten years old that I realises that I didn't like girls. Being born in this time I was exposed to the internet a lot. I was curious and watched porn. I knew people got excited about that but I just couldn't put my finger on why I didn't enjoy it. My cousin who was fifteen at the time was the only person I have told. I didn't know he was also gay but he was obviously very excepting and showed me a few sites and some really helpful advice. He has just past last year. One of the only people who cared about me is gone. He committed suicide by a mixture of prescribed medicine and alcohol. I am already severely depressed and this fucked my life up. My parents realised what it had dine to me and so we moved to a city and basically restarted our lives.
