I can't be fixed

Can you fix me?

" haha you little whore! Go cry to your mommy, maybe she'll help you. Oh wait! She's dead!" My father chuckled " go and never come back! I wish you weren't even alive bitch! "

I heard him, but I wasn't listening. My legs went numb, and my body shook. But my feet finally began to work when a rough hand made contact with my left cheek. I hauled ass out of there, and into the open air.

Yep, this was me eight years ago. My father had abused my mother for three years, until she left him and he went back to America. The day before he left though he tried to hit my mom. he began telling her he never loved her, and she was a huge bitch. Being the stupid bitch I was, I ran inbetween them them and took the punch meant for my mom straight in the face. Probably wasn't the best idea, I fell right onto my mother making her hit her head along the wall.

My mom went into coma that day, and died two days later. Leaving behind her eight year old daughter, and eighteen year old son. It's been nine years! I'm seventeen now and I can't believe all that's happened. I lived with my brother until I was sixteen and then I moved out. I wish my mom was still here, I pray everyday for god to give her back. He never did.

I walk into my room looking around. It was a medium sized room, with turquoise colored walls covered in song lyrics and pictures. My bed was at the back of the room, to the right of it was a big closet, and to the left was my boombox area. It basically consisted of my MacBook, iPad, and my stereos. I am now currently living with my bestfriend star.

We moved in together a year ago, and it has been the best year of my life. She accepted me for who I was, no matter how my mood was she was always there for me. She's eighteen years old with fire red hair, and bright hazel eyes. She holds a thin figure and fair colored skin, unlike me.

On the contrary of star, my skin was not fair. Star was the typical popular girl without the attitude. I was the goth girl no one liked, and everyone picked on. I have tan-ish skin, with long black hair that goes down to my waist. My eyes, are a combination of blue and green. Yeah yeah I know I heard it all before, " no way!","they're fake","there's something wrong with you". Yeah I was always picked on because people said they were fake and there was no way I could have tanned skin with blue eyes but ey I guess I was a freak if nature.

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AN: hello my lovely people, sorry if this chapter is boring guys I wanted to introduce the girls to you. This is my first fan fiction so please don't kill me if its bad. It will be a little boring the next chapter too so I can do a filler, but just bear with it and I promise it will get better.!!!

-Lali <3