I can't be fixed

Little problem.

A/N: hey guys, I've decided to start naming chapters instead of just chapter..... So yeah here's chapter seven. It's kind of short but its a double update so yeah read on.

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Okay il go now, ~lali✌

Chapter seven

Niall p.o.v

" I'm here, and while that's true nothing will hurt you okay." I tell her pulling her closer to me. She nods and i add, " I promise."

I hear her sigh and lean into my chest. I'm glad that she decided to trust me, I don't know why but I have this strong Urge to protect her. I always want to hold her, it's like if shes not next to me then shell crumble away into ashes. Like She'll disappear. I heard screaming wake me up and I instantly knew it was her. I was so scared that max found us. That I didnt hesitate, I grabbed my gun and raced into her room. Only to find her covered in sweat frantically looking around the room, as if something would pop out and hurt her. She jumped when she saw me, but then she relaxed. I never saw her this way, everytime I looked at her she had this look in her eyes. It told me that she wasnt afraid of anyone, that she was fearless of anything. But now, that's a different look. Her eyes are clouded with fear, they don't sparkle or shine like usual. I know that i sounded like a pussy but its true. I just want to know what was it that got her like this.

" aria?" I say cautiously.

" yeah?" She shuffled around in my lap, turning to look into my eyes.

" what's gotten you so scared? What was your dream about?"

She stiffened when I asked her, and that same look came into her eyes. She was scared. " um, it's late snowflake, maybe another day."

" what did you call me?" I asked

" snowflake?"

" and who gave you permission to call me that?" I questioned trying to lighten her mood.

" who says i need permission?" I huffed glaring playfully at her and she smirked.

" why snowflake?"

" well you're really white, like snow. And your eyes are blue like the sky. And snow is really cute and fluffy, so...... Yeah" she shrugged.

" I am NOT,'cute and fluffy!'" I told her and she laughed. " look at these big guns" I told her flexing my arms. " there's nothing cute and fluffy about me sweetheart."

She laughed and laid her head on my shoulder, her legs on each side of my waist so she was straddling me. " your not fat Ni, but your cute," she giggled pinching my cheeks, " and you're really comfortable for cuddling."

Her arms went around me, and she smiled softly against my shoulder. I held her tightly. I've never seen this side of her, she's built these walls up and she doesn't let anyone in. She told me she comes with baggage and she doesn't want to be fixed, but I want to change that. I want to help her, why? Because shes not the only one with a dark past.....

Flashback~

" mommy where's daddy? Why isn't he home yet?" The ten year old me asked.

My moms eyes filled with tears, and pain, " sweetie, daddy got into an accident and he was hurt really bad. " she began and i started trembling begging god that this was a nightmare. " niall, dads in heaven now. He's watching over us." That's when I fell to the floor and began to Sob.

-two years later-

I was twelve years old, and mom had been dating this asshole for about two months. It was ten in the morning when I walked into the kitchen, as I grew closer, voices began to get louder. They were arguing again. They always did this but mom always said, ' its just a little disagreement.' But that doesnt seem to be the situation right now. I walk into the kitchen and my mom is backed up against a wall, his hands holding hers above her head, and he is yelling at her. "Mommy!" I yell.

" niall go into your room, its ok sweetie it's just a little disagreement." She responded, her voice shaking.

But I didnt listen, I ran towards her and grabbed her legs. " get the fuck out you little brat!" He yelled pushing me into the wall.

"Don't touch him" my mom pled, but that was the wrong move.

The asshole punched my mom in the face and began to physically abuse her. No matter how hard I tried he would always push me back and continue until she was unconscious or he had something else to do....

As the years went on the abuse got worse, he always hit her. And he began raping her in front of me. Everytime I tried to help my mom, he would hit me as well. So I went into training; fighting on the streets, wrestling in school, and fighting whoever I could. Until one day i joined a gang. I called them over once and when we walked through the door, my mom was being hit again. But this time i was ready. I jumped in front of her, protecting her and began to hit him. The guys helped me hit him and later that day he was taken into jail.

I haven't heard from him since, no one has. We got a restraining order, mom got a good husband, and life went on. The leader of the gang also known as my bestfriend died a couple months after that, leaving the gang to me. And I've been taking care of it ever since. I- " niall. Niall are you okay." I was thrown out of my thoughts by aria shaking me. I didnt even notice her till then.

"Yeah?"

" are you ok? you zoned out."

" yeah I'm fine, I was thinking."

" about what?"

" us, my past, you."

"Me?"

" yeah, you know how you said that you had a past? Baggage?"

" niall its fine dont worry about it. I have a dark past and I'm trying to move on. I won't let you into it, I can't."

"We'll your not the only one with a bad past. I do too. "

" what do you mean"

" nothing princess it's late you should get some sleep." I began to get up but she quickly pulled me back so I was now laying on top of her.

" can you stay?please?" She whispered avoiding her eyes from mine.

I put my finger under her chin and turned her gaze towards me. When she finally looked into my eyes i leaned down and kissed her. I wrapped my lips around her plump ones and deepened the kiss. Her lips were soft and big making this so much better. I took her bottom lip into my teeth and softly bit down on it asking for entrance, and when she opened her mouth the battle begun. Both of us fighting for dominance, both wanting control, and both wanting to show to the other who wears the pants.

When we pulled up we were both breathing Heavily out of breath. " of course ill stay." I smiled.

*******

I woak up the next morning enveloped in someone's arms. Warm and comfortable, but ofcourse I had to pee. I began to wriggle out of their grasp but it was too strong. Ugh! I wriggled some more until I felt something poke my high and I froze. My eyes widened and shit got weird. I looked up and saw Niall peacefully sleeping. He looked so cute! I giggled remembering yesterday when he got mad at me for saying that. " what are you giggling at so early?"

" your so cute! " I giggled poking his cheek.

" we've been through this before!"

" yeah yeah but seriously though I have to use the bathroom!"

"No go later!"

"Nini! Now"

"Nini? Come on cupcake you need to stop with these names."

" you call me names!"

" yeah but when I do it its cute" he winked.

"Ugh niall I need to pee now!"

" no"

"I will pee on you!"

"Go ahead." He stated.

"Ew!!" I suddenly kissed him making his grip on me loosen. And when I saw the chance i jumped out of the bed and out the door.

Niall p.o.v-

She ran out of the room and down the hall, but then poked her head back in, " oh and you might want to take care of your little problem," she winked.

What? She giggled and pointed toward my crotch. I looked down and noticed that i had a boner. Oh. That problem.