I can't be fixed

Chapter five

I strummed the last note of the song and I realised I was crying. This song always brought painful memories, and I never let myself cry, but it was all too much.

Suddently I heard clapping from behind me and my whole body stiffed. " wow babe, I never knew you could sing. It makes you that much hotter. "

Max?

I quickly wiped my eyes of any remaining tears, and put on a brave face. Ready to attack anyone and everyone. So I gathered any courage i had left, stood up and turned around. ...

Seeing the blond locks of a very annoying Irish man brought relief over my body. " what the fuck niall? Did you have to change your voice and scare the fuck out of me?"

Dammit did i just admit i was scared? The look on my face must've calmed him down because his arms were suddently around my waist. " why are you crying? Are you okay? Who touched you?" He growled

"I'm fine, just the song reminded me of some bad memories." I whispered. The fuck aria? Get a grip you never admit what you feel, so why start now?

" shit babe come here" he held me closer, if it were possible, and began to whisper sweet words of how it was going to be okay. That's when I lost it. My body shook uncontrollably and I sobbed into his chest. I didnt care if he was an ass right now. I remembered how after all my family fights when I was little, and after the nightmears when my mom died, on the rare occasion that I cried my brother would hold me tight. Just like now. I felt....... Safe?

When the sobs subsided i gently pushed him away and attempted to lighten the mood, " if you tell anyone i cried, or sing i will have your balls."

That earned a chuckle from him, and another hug. As he slightly pulled away, he bent down and covered my lips with his. His lips were both soft and rough at the same time, and they were slightly chapped. It was.... Amazing. He bit down lightly on my bottom lip asking for entrance which I quickly denied, there was no way this was going to happen. I won't get hurt, I won't open up, and I definitely won't trust him. This was strictly business, and it was going to stay that way. " what's wrong?" He softly asked

" we're not doing this niall sorry."

" doing what? Your mine now, and there's no arguing." He simply stated

" yours? I don't belong to no one sunshine, so hop off. This is simply business nothing else. Sorry, I'm not a eye candy you can claim, you get those at the corner."

" I saved you, and your in my gang. I know you feel something for me, and I know you know there's something there. Anyways no one can deny my sexy looks".

Jerk!" Dude seriously, yeah I'm in your gang, so are those other dudes. You tell me you get with them too? There's nothing anywhere for you."

He then leaned down and pecked at my neck and shoulder, goosebumps arising where his lips meet my skin. " your telling me i don't have an effect on you? Sweetheart then what is this?" He gestured to my goosebumps.

"It's cold outside and I'm in my pjs. Sorry to break it to ya." And with a growl coming from his chest i passed by him and ran to my apartment.

Still smirking i walk into my room and begin getting ready for the day. After getting ready with a simple skinny jeans, converse, and a black v-neck, I walk into the kitchen to eat. " finally you know you take very long to get ready babe?" Ugh is he seriously still here?!

" cant you ever get a life and leave?"

" sorry I'm too busy saving yours."

" temper, temper, temper. "

I closed the refrigerator door and was quickly pushed against the counter," yeah princess. I have a temper, so if I were you I wouldn't push it."

He leaned in and his lips were just an inch from mine, " get it niall". I heard howls from behind me.

"He ain't getting shit" I growled. " got it" .

Nods were received as a response, and with that I pushed niall off of me. With the milk in my hand i grabbed a bowl, and cereal and headed to the table to eat. Seconds later the chairs of the table were pulled apart and three of nialls men, and niall sat down. " alright so here's what's going to happen, max and his men will not give up until your dead, or you go back to them. Thus this is what's going to happen, you will quit college, move out, and you will not leave my sight for a minute."

With that I choked on my cereal. " what the fuck?!"

"What?"

" you expect me to give up my life because of that jackass, no not gonna happen okay. I will not give in to him."

" stop being so fucking stubborn and just do it okay. You can't live here anymore or your friend will get. Hurt. So begin packing and we will be back here at three. Don't worry though we have you on watch so you will be fine. "

He then stood up and walked out of the room. What the actual fuck?! I can't leave star. But I can't hurt her either. Ugh what will I do?

*******

" cause everyday outta be a bad day for you,....." I sang at the top of my lungs.

I was currently driving down the streets of Ireland looking for that one apartment, singing at the top of my lungs. With my belongings in the backseat, and my money in my pocket i was set. I was totally capable of taking care of myself. I left red a note telling her i had a family emergency, and I had to go take care of my brother. I lied to my best friend I know, but I am not ever going to put her in danger.

A tear slipped down my cheek as i parked into the lot next to the apartment. I would miss star deeply. Wiping my tear away i got out of the car, took my bag, gun, knife, and locked the doors.

I was walking into the apartment when I was engulfed in a big hug. " I missed you so much sissy." My brother stated

" I missed you too vin."

I walked into the abandoned apartment and sat on the couch. I had texted my brother to meet me here when I was getting ready. To say he was surprised was the least. I hadn't talked to him in a long time. But this was always our place to go when we needed help, it was like our safe haven. We found it once when we were running from some cops, we kept it ever since.

" aria!"

"What"

" did you hear me?"

" no sorry i was thinking."

" why are you running from max?"

" how do you know that?"

" because you can't run from me babe."

Cliffhanger---

Short chapter this time sorry, not much time to write. But I'm going to the beach so I'm writting on the way there and back.

So the six chapter is almost coming :)

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Random quote-- she loved the ship, but she still jumped." Rip to the Larry shippers that took their lives. That was such bullshit, I'm so pissed because of those people. ~ lali ✌