Will our love survive?

Chapter 1

Hyeri's P O.V

Is it worth it? Do i have to fight for this boy? Does he love even love me anymore?

I looked at his angelic face on my lap. I didnt dare to wake him up yet. Kai have huge mood swings in the morning lately.

I brushed my hands through his bleached hair, still as soft as ever. This boy is difficult.

One day he is cute, warm and sweet. I call him jongin when he's like this.

The other him may be dangerous, annoyance and confusion filled his eyes because of me. This is when he is Kai.

He doesnt know. I call him different names according to his mood. He will never notice. I assume he doesnt care anymore.

I realised that i call him Kai more often nowadays. He comes home late. Scent of a women's perfume filling the apartment.

I just gave up on asking him about who or why. I knew i would lose. He would ask me what about all my male friends, which also happen to be idols.

I laid my head back and closed my eyes. All our old, sweet memories playing through my head.

I remember when we first met.

"Um...is anyone sitting here?"

I looked up. Omo! Its Kai of Exo.

"A-ani. You can have it."

I just continued with my assignment. I wasnt a crazy fan of Exo, so i wasnt fangirling hard.

He sat down beside me and enjoyed his coffee .

I felt someone staring. I looked next to me and saw him looking at me, both hands supporting his head.

"Uh..is there anything you need?"

Im awkward at conversations.

He nodded and said, " I need to know you..."

I remember when he asked me to be his.

My phone vibrated.

"Hyeri! Meet me at the coffee shop we first met at! Its important!"

It was Kai. We got into a fight and wasnt talking.

It sounded urgent so i went there as fast as possible. Suprisingly, the coffee shop was empty. Only the staff. And Kai.

"Kai...what's wrong"

He walked up to me and hugged me.

I stood there. Shocked.

"Hyeri. I need you. I love you. Be mine?"

I just nodded. Tears bursting.

"Return my hug, please?"

I put my hands around his neck and he swing me around in circles

We laughed, despite the weird stares from the staff.

I remember our first kiss.

"Guess who?"

A pair of warm hands covered my eyes. I chuckled.

"I wonder who..."

The owner of those hands held onto my waist from behind and swayed from side to side. I felt him lowered his head and whispered, "Im yours..."

I blushed but decided to play along. I removed his hands from my waist and turned around and shook his hand.

"Hi yours. What a weird name you have."

"Yah! I was trying to be romantic!" He pouted.

I burst out laughing.

"Hyeri, go get ready. We are going on a special date tonight."

I jusy simply agreed. Jongin was the best boyfriend i will ever have.

I changed and we had dinner at the beachside.

Then, we decided to have a walk on the beach while holding hands.

"Hyeri-yah..."

"Hmmm?"

I turned towards his direction.

I gasped. His face was near mine. Our nose touching. We stopped tracked and stared at each other.

He closed his eyes and mine followed. We had our first kiss under the moon, in the beach.

That was 2 years ago. Now i look at Kai. He changed. Too much, too quickly.

I sighed and looked down at his head on ny lap. He slept soundly. I stroked his face softly. A mere touch.

It was always like this. He went out, came home late, crying. Probably the girl he hit on rejected him. He came back to me, in the end.

I am a fool. I offered him a shoulder to cry on. I comforted him. I told him that it was okay. I let him fall asleep on my lap.

I dont sleep well myself. I just sat there on the couch, not daring to move. Just so he had better sleep.

In the end? The process repeats. Yet, i still want to be with him. I felt like it was my responsibility to take care of him.

I looked at him again and his eyes fluttered open. Blinking a couple times, adjusting his vision.

"Good morning. Kai."

I've decided. If hes good today. I might stay a while longer. I dont know.