OUT - A Gay Story (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 5: Friday - Part 1

It is Friday morning and as usual I wake up several minutes before my alarm as well as Logan too. Speaking of Logan, I can't help but hear him snoring quietly and wanting to smother my lips on his while he's unconscious no matter how upset I am with him. I can't believe I just said that. I also can't help myself but think about yesterday when Logan and Aaron had their falling out, and Logan used his strength to nearly knock Aaron out with his fist as one of the sexiest moments I've ever seen Logan. Just the thought of him all tensed up and ready to use all his might and force on me kind of excites me and makes me wonder how well he is in bed because of that. Okay, I just woke up and I got myself extremely horny. Moving on, I let the alarm wake Logan on its own and as soon as he wakes up, we make our way to school.

On the car ride to school I try my best to avoid conversation with him but fail to do so. "Are you still pissed at me about yesterday?" He questions me.

"Yeah." I say with a deep tone.

"Look, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have told my mom any of that. I just repeated what Aaron said to me because I was pissed at him."

"Well, that's no excuse for you to tell your mom I'm gay just because he said it, Logan."

"I know, and trust me, she doesn't believe you are. I don't either, man."

"Good." I say, trying to see if that'll the end of the conversation.

With a moment of pause while at a stop light, Logan asks, "Are you...uh...gay, Walt?"

I turn my head to face him. He looks at me with no focus on the road. At this moment I feel terrified. At this moment I'm trembling immensely. I never thought my best friend, someone against homosexuality, would ask me that or even wonder. I thought I did the best job at hiding the truth. This was the exact moment I thought, should I say yes? With several seconds to contemplate my answer I say, "No. I'm not."

"Alright, good. I'm happy you're not." He replies.

Way to be an asshole. "You just said you didn't think I was."

"Yeah, I know." That's all he had to say.

"Well, you asking me if I'm gay kinda seems like you believed I am even after you said you didn't think so." I reply.

"I mean I don't think so. I know you're not, Walt. Trust me, I believe you."

"Well, clearly you don't, Logan." I raise my voice. "What even if I was gay, huh? Would you still be friends with me?"

He looks at me concerned. "Dude, lower your voice. And no I probably wouldn't be friends with you 'cuz you know I don't like gay guys."

"Wow. Not saying I'm gay but that's kind of low of you to say." I turn my head to face out the window.

"Why are you getting so defensive about this, man?"

"Because! Everything you do and or say just has been pissing me off lately."

"Why?"

"I don't know! I just want to get this day over with already." I look at the time, -- 7:50 A.M.

"Well, my parents are leaving today and the party is tonight so --"

Before I let Logan complete his sentence, I say, "Yeah, I'm probably not gonna go."

He parks his car in the usual parking space at school, turns off the engine then looks at me. "Why the hell not?" He asks very angrily.

"I'm seriously not in the mood for it tonight."

"This party was for the both of us. I wanted it for you so you could have a good time and hook up with your girlfriend and get wasted."

"No, you made this party for yourself. You put it all together so you could screw Amanda and get back at Aaron." I look in his eyes and see it's as if he were about to shed a tear. "I hate to upset you, man, but I don't think I'll be home tonight."

He opens his door of the car and says, "Alright, fine. If you aren't going to be home for the party then don't bother sleeping at my house again." Then he grabs his backpack, slams the door shut, then walks into the school.

I can't afford to not have a place to sleep tonight. It's either I go to the party at Logan's house or I go back to my house and face my mom.