Thinking Of You || Zemi Story

Chapter Nineteen

Zac's Pov

I open my eyes, and apparently I didn't die after all. My thoughts got interrupted by the machine beeping, which left me to the conclusion that I was definitely in a hospital. The room was empty, and I gotta admit I felt pretty much alone. I mean usually while you're in the hospital lots of people worry about you and come visit but this room was pretty much empty and that's depressing. At the same time the thoughts of yesterday came running through my head; Demi. I really needed her to know how sorry I am. I need to tell her how I feel, how I really feel.

I suddenly hear someone coming and I really wasn't in the mood of talking so I immediately closed my eyes. I hear the door open and someone comes in, I don't know who it is and the temptation of opening my eyes is running all over my body. Suddenly I hear someone start crying and whispering, I knew that voice, I could smell her perfume. It was Demi, she sits next to my bed, and takes my hand. She continues to cry and all I wanna do is hold her and tell her it's okay. She suddenly takes a breath and says;

"This is all my fault, I'm so sorry Zac. I should've let you talk. This is not what I wanted for you, Zac I'm so sorry for what I've done. I should really tell you. I really should but its hard―" 

What it is that she wanna tell me? What can't she tell me?

"Zac, you mean the world to me. I know you probably don't hear me but please don't leave me here alone cause I don't know what I'd do without you. You're the best thing that's happened to my life. You were there to save my life a few years ago, I don't wanna be the reason you're gone. You're like my rock, you keep me strong Zac. Please don't leave me―"  She gets interrupted by her tears, she kissed my hand and hugged me.

"Zac  remember that time at the hospital, where you told me that I shouldn't leave this world just yet, that you saw a huge future in me. Well this is me telling you the same thing, Zac you shouldn't leave just yet, I see a lot in your future as well, you're so talented. You still  have a lot in your future and I wanna be part of it. I don't want a future without you. I want to see your smile again, I want you to hold my hand again while you give an advice, I want to feel your hugs again Zac. I want to laugh again with you, cook with you, I want you to tease me again, I want to see your beautiful blue ocean eyes again looking at mine. I wanna get this of my chest now, Zac I love you, I love you so much, with you everything makes sense so please stay with me..."

I couldn't believe what I just heard, she felt the same way I did. I gotta tell her  that I don't see a future without her, I gotta tell her that I love her too...

I felt her getting out of the bed and my immediate reaction was to grab her hand and she immediately turned around as I whispered back to her, "I love you too Demi" Even talking hurts my body but at the moment I just didn't care. "I love you so much, ever since I saw you that day at the hospital I kept wondering how were you doing, words cannot describe..."  I slowly opened my eyes there she was, I could see her surprised expression and a little smile escaped her face. The famous smile that made me melt, the smile that made me fall in love with her. Demi immediately hugged me and kissed my forehead, I smiled and she started blushing.

"Did you got to hear everything I said?"

"Well yeah, technically you were talking to me. It's not my fault you thought I was asleep. So you were not having a private conversation."

I could see her a bit embarrassed and she started blushing again but hugged me again and puts her head  on my chest.

"I don't regret it "

I smiled, because words cannot describe my happiness right now . I put my hand on her  cheek touching her perfect skin as I slowly lean in for a kiss...