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Ignored [ Mashton ]

Prompt : Michael feel like he was being ignored but didn't voice it out. Until one day, he had enough.

Warning : Mention of CALM

Hey, it's been a while and I am so sorry. I have to study for my final year exams and I hope you guys understand :)

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Ever since Luke joined into their relationships, everything went downhill after that. Michael who was always been Ashton's baby boy was now replaced by Luke. All matter right now is Luke, Luke and Luke. Not Michael or Calum, just Luke. Calum didn't really care about it but Michael feels like he was betrayed by the person he loves.

It was just fine with them three at first but when Luke joined in their secret relationship, Ashton's attention was all focused on Luke right now. Michael knows that the tall blonde boy was more beautiful than him and of course, Ashton will choose a beautiful one not the ugly one. That is one thing that he hates about himself. He hates that he have this voices inside his head that like to taunt him with all his insecurities.

Michael remember the first time he fall in love with the older boy. Ashton was so cute with his dimples and curly haired that it managed to melt Michael's heart. He remember the day where Ashton would take him on a date, the day where they would kiss here and there, whispering sweet notings into each other. But now, all of that was just a memory to Michael. It seems like Ashton was not his boyfriend anymore. He thought that Ashton was just one of his best friend.

Michael sighed as he stared sadly at Ashton and Luke who was cuddling on the couch. Calum stared symphatetically at his -- now -- green haired friend when he heard the sigh. He knows that Michael was dying inside and he kind of want to yell at Ashton to pay more attention to Michael. Calum lost all his feelings towards the curly haired boy ever since Luke decided to join in their relationship. He broke it off to Ashton and they agreed that they would be staying as friends.

"You okay, Mikey?" Calum asked worriedly.

Michael just give him a small weak smile and replied, "I think that I will be heading to bed now. Have to get up tomorrow early right?"

Calum nodded and with a hug goodnight, Michael was off to his bedroom, not caring about the other two who was still cuddling as they continued to watch the movie. Michael opened the door of his room with a sigh and as soon as he closed the door and buried his face into the pillow, he let out all the tears that he tried to hold in earlier, eventually drifting himself to an uncomfortable sleep.

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"Hey baby boy. How are you today?"

Michael smiled at his boyfriend and answered his earlier question, "I'm fine. You?"

Ashton smiled -- showing his adorable dimples that Michael loves so much -- and leaned down to peck Michael's soft, red lips.

"I'm fine too. Thank you for asking baby boy."

Michael giggled and gushed at Ashton, "I love you."

Ashton smiled and pressed a kiss on Michael's forehead, "I love you too baby boy."

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Michael sat up on his big bed all alone. The bed he shared with Ashton where they will sleep together. He didn't really know if he and Ashton were a couple anymore. He should have seen it coming. He should have know the signs when Ashton beginning to fall for Luke. Should have know that Ashton didn't love him anymore.

Michael sighed and walked to his closet to search for the right clothes to wear for the day before walking to the bathroom. He looked at the mirror in the bathroom and cursed himself for being so ugly, for not being the person that Ashton want. He splashed the water to his face before taking the face wash. He squirted a small amount of it onto his palm and scrubbed his face roughly until his skin turns red.

After he felt satisfied with his actions, he washed his face and continued with brushing his teeth. When he felt that it was enough, he slowly stepped under the shower head, turning the water into a slightly high temperature. It burns but Michael feel like that it will get rid of the ugliness off of him.

Once he done taking his shower, he slipped into his clothes before walking downstairs. His heart broke when he saw Ashton and Luke being lovey-dovey to each other. It was used to be Michael, not Luke.

"Hey guys," greeted Michael as he walked into the kitchen. His greet went ignored by the love-up couple. Michael sighed and sit on the chair next to Calum -- which was used to be Luke's spot -- and weakly smiled at him.

"Hey Mikey," Calum said once Michael was seated next to him. When he saw that Michael was about to cry, he immediately pulled the green haired boy into a hug. Michael immediately started to cry quietly into the dark haired boy's chest. Calum immediately pulled Michael onto his feet and was going to walked to the living room when he was stopped by Ashton.

"Hey, why is Mikey crying?"

Michael cries seems to be increased in volume when he hears Ashton's voice. Calum turned around and glared at Ashton, "Just go to Luke, Ashton."

Ashton stand up and asked Calum,"What is that supposed to mean?"

Ashton walked closer to Michael and Calum and put a hand on Michael's tensing shoulder, "Mikey, are you okay?"

Michael sobbed harder before pulling away from Calum's embrace and running upstairs. The other three were shocked by his outburst.

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Michael feel like shit. He feel like that if he was gone, no one will care. He was about to do that but decide that he would do it later. Before he could do anything, the door to his room suddenly opened.

Ashton felt like his heart was smashed into pieces when he saw Michael crying into one of his pillow, his body shaking with his sobs. He didn't realise how much he had hurt his baby boy. He didn't realise that he had been ignoring Michael all this time.

He will never forgive himself for hurting Michael like this. If he could, he would pay someone to beat himself up because he thinks that he deserve it after all he done to Michael. He walked to the bed and slowly approached Michael.

"Mikey..." Ashton said as he pulled Michael to his lap. Michael continued to cry and trashed around in Ashton's lap, punching his chest repeatedly.

"You don't love me anymore!"

Ashton swear that his heart broke into even smaller pieces when he hear Michael talked like that.

"Baby boy..."

"And, and you stop calling me that too," Michael said as his sobs reduced to occassional sniffles.

Ashton felt bad now. He stared into Michael's glossy -- but still beautiful -- green eyes and said, "Baby boy, I'm sorry for all this time that I have been ignoring you. I still love you. Believe me, I still do. I'm sorry for not spending time with you anymore. I don't why I did that. I'm so stupid but remember that I will always love you, okay?"

Michael nodded and stared as Ashton leaned in. He did the same and before they knew it, both of their lips are on each other. Michael missed this. He missed this so much and Ashton thought so too. He felt like falling in love with Michael all over again, sparks here and there.

They pulled away with flushed cheeks and panted slightly. Ashton smiled at Michael, "I love you baby boy."

Michael smiled and giggled, "I love you too Ashy."

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