Daddy Jack

Chapter 7: I Hate You.

Jack

I paced the floor looking at the clock for millionth time, 1:58 am. Ugggggggggggh where the fuck is Alex? He needs to be home! Not that I care but ya know can't have our lead singer out too long and he has to sing tomorrow!

"I'm your private dancer, a dancer for money
I'll do what you want me to do
I'm your private dancer, a dancer for money
And any old music will do", "Heheheeeeeeeeeeey Jacky! I missed yooooooooooou" a very drunk off his ass Alex shouted as he stumbled onto the bus tripping on his own two feet giggling. I rushed to him and picked him up the best way I could being hurt and all, "Alex, what the Hell happen to you? Are you drunk?" I asked and he laughed like a maniac.

"Mmmmm Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaybeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee but don't, tell Zack, or he might get mad. Im not,supposed to drink 'member?" he said laughing as if it was the funniest thing in the world. You see, you know how some people stress eat? Well Alex stress drinks, which is bad because the little shit can't hold his liquor! So drunk nights with Alex aren't always usually Fun!

"I remember and yet you did it anyway. You know better and I thought you were better than this Alex" I scolded helping him as best I can back to the bunks but it's like the blind leading the blind, he looked at me with sadness and innocence in his eyes. Like this morning, he was in a pure childish state.

"I'm sorry Jacky" causing me to sigh. I walked to the back rooms and placed him in his bunk and getting ready to go to mine. "Wait, You're not going to sleep with me tonight?" he asked looking at me and I pinch the bridge of my nose in stress. "No, I don't think we should do that anymore Alex. Especially after this morning"

"I'm sorry. I won't do it again, Jack please sleep here. I get nightmares." He says pulling on my arm and I pull it back. "No Alex not anymore" I retorted and went to my bunk. Alex started to cry which was normal because Alex is a very sensitive person but it hurt my heart even worse when he was drunk and scared and sad. "Why do you hate me so much?! It was a fucking accident and you blatantly ignore my needs because over a fucking accident! Fuck you Jack you don't care shit about me!" he snapped still sobbing and it caused me to act on pure impulse and pin him against the bunk and said "Alexander William Gaskarth I could never hate you Never! Now just go to sleep and please remember that I love you, we're like brothers Alex and that's never gonna change. So don't you ever say I don't care! If it was an accident, fine. But Never day I don't care Alexander."

He looked at me with sadness and fear in his eyes and said "Let me go, please?", I sighed and said "Alex" but then he shouted "I HATE YOU. LET ME GO" right in my face with a mostly sober mind. I was very much a taken back which gave Alex time to push me on my ass and run off to Zack and climb in his bunk. There was no mistaking the undeniable hurt in my heart when he said those words to me. I feel so bad for telling him no now because now he hates my guts and will probably get Zack to beat my guts into liquid. I fight back oncoming tears and get into my bunk wishing for the night and sleep to over take me.