Daddy Jack

Chapter 10: Jack's Conclusion (Jack Barakat)

Jack

This past week has been Hell! Day in and Day Out I couldn't get what I said to Alex out of my head I hate you! It's even gotten to the point where I couldn't sleep and when I can't sleep, I typically do the stupidest of things to get me into more trouble.

So this week I don't know I've just been a Hell of alot nicer to him, holding his hand, offering to sleep with him at night and I have this new habit of buying gifts for him. But he's been so reluctant to speak to me and he always death glared me, now he has me whining and begging like a little bitch for him to forgive me.

But anyway I'm at the mall with Rian who seemed to be getting closer to Zack and I was thinking of Alex when I crashed into another body. We both collided and I fell backwards taking the person's wrist into my grip pulling down with me. I hit the floor and they hit my chest saying "Oh my goodness, Are you alright?!", then I looked up to see baby blue eyes that shone like a diamond. Black semi curly hair encamped our faces and I continued to look into their eyes.

Stunned by their beauty I took the time to see other features on them like long curly lashes, soft facial features and cute plumpish lips to complete his face. He's beautiful, but he's just not Alex. We both got up and I saw him clearly I quickly recognized him as Kellin Quinn from the band Sleeping With Sirens. He blushed and looked down covering his mouth with his pink sweater, "Oh, hi Jack" his soft voice shaky as he greeted me "Hey, Kellin, um you alright there? You landed pretty hard on me" to which he nodded.

I took a tiny bit of time to notice his outfit, he wore a baby pink Cashmere sweater that was a little long giving him sweater paws, pink skinny jeans and pink high top Converse. Cute but I bet Alex could rock it better, wait what am I saying? "So what's up man?" Rian asked and Kellin said "Just looking around and I was running from Vic when Jack ran into me, literally " smiling at me. I chuckled and smiled at him back then Vic ran up behind Kellin picking him up by his waist and shouting "Found ya!"; and that caused Kellin to giggle loudly and say "Put me down, Viiiic!" Awwwwwwwe I remember when Alex and I used to play Find Me.........Get It Together Man!

Vic turned Kellin to face him and shook his head wildly then proposed "Nope, not until you give me kisses" causing Kellin to giggle and grab his face kissing him square on the mouth. It's no secret that Kellic is real and they look nice together just like me and "Alex" Vic said laughing snapping me out of my trance "What about Alex?" I asked a bit too eager but I quickly cleared my throat trying to shrug it off. "He said that Alex, Kellin, the girls and I should hang out more often and I happily agreed" he said making me growl He didn't even ask my I mean Alex what he wanted!

Trying to keep my cool I just nodded and simply said "cool" but on the inside I was fuming! Kellin whined when Vic put him down and he mumbled in his ear, Why does he remind me so much of Alex?! Why does Everything around me remind of Alex?! Is because I....... like Alex? "Well we should go Kellin is getting tired but good seeing ya guys, Bye!" Vic said picking Kellin up and placing him on his hip walking away.

Rian pulled me away into Hot Topic and said "OK Barakat spit it out, what's up with you today?! Always happy to hear about Alex and spacing out all the time?". Guess I better tell him "OK, you Really want to know the truth?" I asked picking at my jeans, "No I want you to lie to me, Of Course I Want You To Tell Me The Truth" he said annoyed. "Rian, I think I like Alex" I said looking down "Oh my gosh" he said gasping.