Nick's POV

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As I just came back from making out with a really hot chick I see Patsy. I hide behind the tree to see what is she doing. Why is she awake right now? Where is she going?

I see her walking towards the direction of lake. I follow her. There is not a chance I am letting her go alone knowing that it's not safe.

I care about Patsy I really do alot. Thankfully she doesn't even have a clue about it.

I follow her quietly to the lake. I see her looking at the lake quietly. Man she has some guts to come to the lake at 3AM.

Suddenly I see her break into tears. I can't take it anymore. Patsy is crying and my heart is grieving at the sight of that.

"Patsy what are you doing here?" I ask waiting for her to response. I grab her hand and make her face towards me.

She is beautiful. Her brown eyes just make me go crazy and wanting to kiss her. But I know I can't. I see her looking at me for a few seconds. I know Patsy feels something about me that she doesn't even know.

"Just came here for a casual walk you see. What are you doing here? " She says rolling her eyes.

Damn she's so cute. Casual walk hah what does she think I'm that stupid.

" A casual walk at 3AM? Baby girl I am not that stupid as you think I am. What's the matter Patsy" I ask her totally ignoring the question she had asked. I didn't want her to find out that I stalked her.

"What the hell is your problem? It's none of your business okay.." She says looking into my eyes.

None of my business? Hah this girl has no fucking idea of how much I care about her. She has me whipped and she doesn't even know about that. And I don't even want to know. When Becca introduced me to her I know there was something special about her that attracted me towards her. Ever since then I am whipped. She's hurt right now and I swear if she's hurt because of someone I'd seriously make their life hell.

I move closer to her . There is very little space between us. I can feel her getting nervous as my she feels my breath tingling on her skin. She is so beautiful. I lifts her chin up to take a look at her face. I look at her and I feel like I'm losing myself as I stare into her eyes. I'm supposed to be the bad boy but damn this girl brings out the side of me which I myself am nkt familiar with. She makes me want to care. I bring my face closer to hers. I swear I'm losing my control. I just want to kiss her. She looks into my eyes seeing if she can trust me or not.

"Can you let go of your ego for once Patsy and tell me. Don't ask me why I care because I honestly don't know the answer to it. But Patsy I want to know" I ask her trying to convince her to trust me and tell me.

"Um er uh I had a bad dream Nick. I saw a man running towards me with a dagger and then he came close to me and wrapped his hands around my waist. He told me if I don't let him do what he wanted he'll kill Becca" she says. Tears start rolling down her cheeks. I see her shivering.

I clench my fist trying to calm myself down. I'm fucking furious. I want to kill that man in Patsy's dream. Rip him apart. Sadly it's a dream or I'd have actually killed that man.

I pull her towards me into a hug. It's not one of my hugs which are full of with lust . It was a hug full of care and passion. I love it as her body causes sensation in me and makes me want to care so much.

"Patsy I got you babe. I am not going to let anyone even touch you. Now let's go back to sleep. We got a hectic day tomorrow and you don't want to wake up all tired" I says smiling at her. I mean each and every word I say. Seriously if anyone even tries to hurt her I'd kill him and I mean it.

We walk to our campsite. I held her hand firmly all the while. I waited till she went inside her tent. On seeing that she's comfortable I went inside my tent.

I went inside the tent and saw Adam snoring. Adam and I are like brother's since childhood but ever since he started liking Patsy I distanced myself from him a little. Every time he spoke about her I could feel myself burning with anger and jealousy. Today when I saw Patsy laughing with him I really wanted to grab him and take his place. I really envy that dude.

*5 AM*

Man I still can't sleep. I'm drill thinking about Patsy and it's beginning to scare me. I am a bad boy. I only hurt people. All that matters to me is sex but with Patsy it's different. She makes me want to care.
I hate how Patsy makes me feel. She's changing me and I won't let that happen. There is no time for love in my life. I want to join Yale and love would be just a distraction for me. I know after what happened today Patsy must be feeling something. I don't know what exactly but definitely something. I know she would talk to me tomorrow about it. And that's when I will break her heart.

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I walk towards the lake with Cara for breakfast. Cara is hot and damn the last time I banged her she was better than most. I see Patsy sitting under a tree. All alone. I decide to do to it right now.

I walk towards her feeling depressed. I don't want to break her heart. I want to love her and not make love to her.I want her in my life and I want to be in hers making her smile every god dam second of her life.

" Look at who is sitting here " I say to her getting my playboy attitude on.

"Nick can I have a word with you Alone please? " she asks looking at me. Her eyes are so beautiful.

I whispers to Cara to leave me alone for awhile. I assured her that I'll join her soon. Cara immediately agreed and left.

"Speak quick and don't waste my time" I say. I try to not to choke because honestly I was finding it really hard to be rude to Patsy

"I just wanted to talk to you about last night the talk and the hug you know. Rather thank you" she says to me.
That's it. I can't believe it's happening. Here she is wanting to talk about our hug. Something I will remember my entire life. And here I'm about to break this angel's heart.

"Yeah I don't need your thank you. Patsy I hugged you from sympathy. You know that kind of sympathy one gives to a beggar. I was drunk and not in my senses and that's the reason I talked to you. Do you actually think I would talk to you when I am sober? You are full of attitude and you aren't even bangable. No wonder none of your boyfriends ever had sex with you." I say letting out a fake laugh and left to join Cara.

"There you are" Cara said to me and wrapped her arms around me. I don't care about her presence. My eyes were glued at Patsy. She was crying and Adam was consoling her. He had her in his arms. They were so close. I was feeling like molton lava was about to erupt from me. I couldn't see Patsy crying because of me. My heart grieved. I wanted to go and apologize and hold her hands and hug her. But what I honestly hated more was seeing Adam hugging her.

I deserve it. I deserve this hurt that I'm feeling right now. I'm staying away from Patsy. I am not going to hurt her ever.

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