The Search

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This guy, this Louis, should be so ashamed of himself. I can't do anything about it, really. It just adds up to my problems and I can't actually handle it anymore. If he kills me, my boyfriend's heart has just been wasted. If he does not, then fine. My eyes are so tired and I think I just need to sleep it off.

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I woke up in front of a curly haired guy and I am probably sure that's my bestfriend.

"Harry." I said as I curl myself into my blanket. And oh god, my head hurts so much.

"Hm, Elora. Last time I checked, you were an anti-social piece of potato and now, you're more of an anti-social grieving zombie." He chuckled.

"Hazz, why did you even come here? You're not helping me." I'm almost ready to cry, he's not helping me, it's making me feel more depressed.

"I'm your bestfriend and I'm trying my very best to cheer you up. El, look at your eyes. It's so big! I'm just concerned, okay?" His eyes were full of concern, he wanted to help me I know. But what I feel right now, there's no cure for it.

I covered my face with the heavy cloth, sinking from my thoughts, "Anyway," he grabbed something from his backpack, "I bought you a book. It's been a long time since you're not reading one."

"Thanks. You've been always here for me. Thank you." I sadly replied.

"Don't be sad okay? I assure you everything is going to be fine." That phrase, is exactly what Louis has told me before he died. And it stings me again for such a big impact that's left inside me.

I checked my phone again and after a couple of minutes,

"Harry!" I stood up from my bed, he got shocked from me being hyped suddenly ", someone texted me from Louis' phone number."

"Someone what?" He blinked his eyes repeatedly because I'm pretty sure, so sure he's confused. Ofcourse he is, who wouldn't be?

"Someone texted me from Louis' number." I repeated.

"Yes yes, I think I heard that clearly. But, what- how did that happen?" He was speechless, I can say it from his expression.

x

Harry suggested to track the guy using Louis' phone number and of course I did say yes.

Good thing he has his laptop with him and God knows how he's updated with all the tech stuff.

He opened this GPS thing app and,

"Do you think we'll find the guy?" I asked him for the hundredth time.

"Yep, chill out. I can track him." His green emerald eyes met mine and I see the assurance that he's sure of what he says.

I trust him, he's my bestfriend.

"Ha! Got it!" He cheered, clasping his hands and showed the laptop to me.

Shockingly, I saw his name popping out from the screen and his address which is I think a few hours drive from home.

"Are you going?" I heard harry ask me but I was too scared to answer and noticed I was staring at the laptop for too long.

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BEFORE

"Louis! Help me get my cupcakes from the oven please!," I shouted from the kitchen at Louis' house. "It's too hot oh my god!"

His sister, Lottie, was laughing with me staring at the nearly burnt cupcakes in the oven. I asked her to help me make red velvet cupcakes for Louis. And here we are, pretending to be professionals.

"Babe," Louis went down from his room. "Why'd you turn the heat so high?" He calmly asked me and went to kiss my cheeks. I turned the oven off and he got the hand gloves getting the tray of cupcakes.

I grinned, "that's because... i love you." I know it makes no perfect sense but, I made those cupcakes for him.

He smiled, "I know that." he said as he pressed his lips to mine.

"Ew. Guys, if you plan to make out, at least not in front of me okay." Lottie intruded. We both laughed it off.

He faced me, "Your birthday is near. What do you wanna get?" I almost forgot, it's gonna be my birthday. Well honestly, I don't think I wanna get anything else because having Louis is just enough for me. But,

"I wanna get a tattoo. A small one. Something that matches with you." I smiled nervously. My mom wouldn't like this idea but I'm turning 19, it's legal.

He flinched, "Hm, that's something new. Are you sure?"

"Yes." I simply replied back kissing him again then proceeded into my cupcakes.







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i know i know hazz is the techy guy here and yes just a bestie (i cant get over the larry hug at sheffield omg) sorry for a very long update, but dont worry ill double update today if you guys can like get me to 20 reads? and a couple of votes atleast? ily alllllll xxxx (please dont be a ghost reader ok but ily still)

~jai

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