Jealous | Joe Sugg

Chapter 1

Joes pov

This is driving me crazy

I don't think my mind can cope with him any more.

He's so gorgeous but I know he doesn't feel the same way about me.

I look at my reflection in the bathroom mirror and glare into my own eyes.

I point out all of my flaws and I begin to feel like crap again.

"I better sort myself out" I mutter although nobody else is home

"I need to make him fall in love with me just the way I do every time I look at him" 

I continue as I begin to fix my hair.

I style my hair into a quiff similar to his, only because I know he will like it.

Once I finally finish my hair and it looks perfect, I know he'll love it.

As I start to leave the bathroom I notice that I'm still wearing my tatty pyjamas

"Oh shit..." I say to myself

I can't welcome him home whilst wearing my pyjamas what will he think?!

I quickly run into the kitchen and unlock my phone to read the time 10:05 which isn't that bad, I have 25 minuets until he comes home.

I feel a lot calmer

"25 minuets" I say to myself whilst pacing up and down the kitchen floor

"25 minuets that's long enough to get dressed and do my hair, I also may have enough time to tidy up the apartment"

I begin to leave my phone in the kitchen and walk back into the bathroom to get ready to welcome him home and tell him how I really feel.

I continue to talk to myself to remind me of all the things that I need to do before he comes home.

"Right" I say, "25 minuets, that'll be 5 minuets to get ready, 10 to do my hair then around 15 to put the dishes away and hoover. Great then I will have 5 minuets left to prepare myself"

I collect my clothes from my room and return into the bathroom to get dressed but I am stopped in my tracks by the sound of my phone.

I slide over to my phone, to find a new text message,

It's from him

I read the message out loud to myself whilst going back to the bathroom to continue what I was doing

"Hello Joe," the message reads "I am going to come home a little bit earlier today, I hope you don't mind. I have a surprise for you"

Early!? I reply whilst trying to get my t-shirt off.

He replies all most instantly and I pause what I'm doing to read his message.

It reads

"Yes early. I am about 10 minuets away so you better say goodbye to all those hot girls that you've been with for the past month in our apartment and send them home because I am back in townnn"

"SHIT" I yell as I try to pull up my jeans whilst running back into the kitchen to put away all of the cups and plates.

I dash around trying to complete all of the chores around the apartment as time ticks by.

This time I was lucky and I had enough time to make the apartment look great.

Ten minuets had already gone so I just assumed that he was stuck in the London traffic.

I decide to edit my video for this week on my laptop while I wait for him to arrive. This weeks video was going to be a Dare Sugg, it was requested by my amazing viewers. I love my viewers, they are all so supportive and kind. I don't know how I would have got through this month without them.

Every time I felt alone I would go on Twitter and talk to my viewers and it made me feel so happy and loved.

I just love my job, being a YouTuber is the best. I am just so lucky to have all of this continuous support. I'm a very lucky boy.

I am interrupted in my deep thoughts by the sound of my phone, another message.

It is him again, he's home.

I run to the window in excitement and see a car pull up outside our apartment, I run to the door and my nerves kick in.

"What are you doing?" I say to myself, "He obviously doesn't like you, you are friends, nothing more nothing less. Why would he want to be in a relationship with a friend?"

I begin to regret my plan and realise that I shouldn't seem so eager. I can't swing open the door as soon as he arrives, he'll think that iv'e been waiting for him to come home.

I open up my camera on my phone to make sure I look presentable and notice that my hair looks awful, it flops on my head as if iv'e just woken up. I remember when I was rushing around I must've ruined my hair when putting my t-shirt on.

As I go to the bathroom to sort out my hair once again there is a knock at the door.

"Oh crap" I say, "that'll be him"

I run back upstairs to open the door and find him stood in the doorway holding his luggage in one hand and a hand in the other.

I stare at his hand and move onto the other hand which he is holding. My eyes move up the persons arm which looks small and fragile.

"SURPRISE" he shouts excitedly as my eyes reach the mysterious persons face.

"Caspar, who's she?!" I reply in disgust.

A/N

Hello everyone, I hope you enjoyed the first chapter of my new fan fiction
I've never actually wrote one before so I hope you'll all enjoy it.
I'll probably keep updating every week or maybe more often, depending on weather I am busy or not.
Tysm for ready & I will see you soon with another chapter
Bye
Ily x x x