The Wedding

Notes to Andy

Hey so this is basically my wedding present for Andy... This will be just a few things I write down in the time until the wedding... so I guess SURPRISE!!! this is for you my love ♥
Prepare yourself for a lot of cheesiness

19th of October
here we are again on a train writing a text about feelings, Andy you know the story but for everyone who doesn't two months ago I sat on a train for 6 hours with two of my best friends... we all were an our phones but instead of playing some game I listened to music and wrote down all my thoughts all these questions about my sexuality and it helped a lot afterwards I showed them... So here we are again on the same train writing my thoughts down again, but this time they aren't a huge depressing mess but just a pile of happiness and a lot of thoughts about my life and how much all of you and especially Andy changed it. Ilysm you made my life better you are allways there for me and I can't thank you enough for it. ♡♥♡

(kinda) fun story ((not really)): while writing this I wrote 'all of you guys' and than I was like "ugh I can't use that" and it took me ages to think of an gender neutral word I could use and I just thought "ugh can someone please tell me a gender neutral wort that works instead of guys bc everything I try sounds strange" and my next though was "no Andy I'm not using Muffins". *chuggles* yeah ik it's not really funny but Andy always tells me to use Muffins and that's one of the things I love him for ♥ you are amazing my love... and after that I finally had the idea of using 'all of you' instead of 'you guys'. that's the story of me having a conversation in my head...

25th of October
I guess this won't be such a happy note but still, Andy you helped me again with just being there. My Grandma died today and it's really hard for me but you were there again, ilysm and I'm so glad you are in my life.
((thank you to everyone who was there for me ilysm you are all so amazing and sweet))

29th of October
We both went through a lot these past days, but I feel like we can do it if we help each other and ik that you can make me smile with only a small message. I will always be there for you, I will always try to make you feel better or turn around or just to let you see how beautiful and amazing you are. And I can't thank you enough for doing the same. I cried a lot the night after my grandma died and I was alone, besides Wattpad of course so I listened to my favorite music and started drawing... idk why but it always helps. And I asked my friends on Wattpad about their favorite quote and I wrote them down on the drawings and put them on my wall and it really helped, it made me smile to see all those quotes and the reaction of my friends and especially Andy's when I send them a pic of their favorite quote. And again Andy, you made me smile with your messages. And I never want this to stop, I want to be there for you and share this personal stuff with you. I want to share the good and the bad and I can't tell you how grateful I am for having you and Wattpad in my life.

8th of November
6 days!!! we will marry in 6 days I can't wait... I'm sitting in a park on a tree rn and the weather is beautiful, I actually should learn rn but guess what idc. my mum wanted me to go out so here I am sitting on a tree and writing... I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry that I'm so busy we haven't written more that twice a day in the last three days and that's not okay, but timezones and school are being bitches again so I don't really have time... ugh we are gonna write 4 exams next week, I really hope I can finish the text for the wedding, I really hope I will get some inspiration or I'm kinda fucked... okay I have no idea what the point of this text is, I guess just ranting and telling you that I miss you. I love you so much my love and I really hope that I'll meet you one day.
actually we could meet in two years bc I want to make a world trip, and my dad said yes so we are planning a world trip, and I told him that i want to go to Washington DC so... two years!

oh and a friend of mine had the same idea as me, we all should really meet up once a month, like the wedding something like a annual get together. what do you people think?

12th of November
you did it again, yesterday morning was horrible and school actually decided to suck a lot too, so i was in a horrible mood and it was just generally a bad day bc i only slept like 5 hours... but the after school we face timed both just hanging out, learning and planning the wedding and it turned out to be one of the best days ever... I had a lot of fun and I'm so glad to have you in my life! you are so beautiful, ik that i tell you this always when i see you but idk because it's true you are gorgeous and I'm in love with your hair ♥ ilysm and i can't wait for the wedding, only two days! we already posted a few things and everyone seemed to love it! they are gonna love the location when I'm finished with drawing and describing it, let's just hope I can finish it in time.
*goes into school with a smile bc you make even school better*

14th of November
omg the wedding is in 6 1/2 hours! I can't wait... yesterday was fun, really stressful but fun who would've guessed that it's so much work, I expected a lot of work but not as much as it was... I still have a lot to do but it's fun so, it's okay. I'm almost done with the text and the most things are already up. I can't wait! it will be so much fun...

oh fuck we are gonna start late bc my dad made me go out with him today... ugh

Omg the wedding is amazing! Ilysm ❤️

Okay bc we had no personal votes here is mine, bc i just wanted to let you know how much i love you...

Andy, my love, i promise to always be there, even if its 5 am on a weekday and i have school that day idc, you are so important to me and i love you to the moon and back. You can always call me whenever you need me or just want to talk, idc if i have no time or school just call I'll be there. I will always bring you to turn around if you feel like you can't. I will always support you and tell you how beautiful you are, bc you truly are stunning and I'm in love with your hair. You are gorgeous, please never put yourself down. I will always tell you to eat and care for yourself bc i care so fucking much and i never want to loose you. I hope you will always be my friend, we don't even know each other a half year and you know things i haven't told my other best friend, i trust you, ik i can tell you everything and you won't judge and support me, i love you so fucking much and i want you to know that I'll never leave, i will always be there, protect and support you, bring you up and make you laught. You will always be my best friend, and i can't even tell you how much i hate timezones and the Atlantic rn. I hope we will meet some day, maybe even in two years. I can't promise you that we will meet soon but i can promise that you will always have a place in my heart and that I'll never forget you. Ilysm my love ❤️