falling for you//j.g.

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ok guys ik you probably hate me because I haven't updated in forever and IM SORRY i just moved and started a new school and things are just now settling down. but we got to 8k plus reads AND THATS SO CLOSE TO 10k im impressed guys thanks so much for loving this story. ok so the people who commented on my last update said they wanted smut so here ya go!!! sorry if its crap, im horrible at these 😅😅 and to avoid future questions, this was poorly written lol & yeah i didn't mention a condom so just assume they didn't use one i guess😂 play song now :)

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Lydia's Pov

"Oh really?", I questioned, slight smirk on my face. His hands wrapped around my lower waist sending slight chills down my spine.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, kissing him. It was one of the most passionate ones we've had yet. I felt him smirk against my lips, as he pulled away taking my hand.

I followed him as he led me upstairs. He had a seductive look on his face that could kill. It made me weak. He opened his door leading me in as he quietly closed it, knowing his sister was still sleeping.

He put on some soft tunes to set the vibe. The playlist started with mr quinche by wildcat wildcat.

{ this group had their song please and thank you on teen wolf and omg the feels then i found this one and yeah😭😭}

"God I love this song.", I said smiling at him. It was perfect.

He smiled back pulling me close to him. I could feel his heart beating against, his slightly heavy breaths.

His hands engulfed my cheeks, as his lips touched mine. He then traveled down the crook of my neck. I pushed my hair to the side as he did, breathing slowly.

He smirked against my skin. I hated when he did that.

I then pulled away making my way to his bed, signalling him to come. I laid against his head board as he hovered over me, kissing me again. My hands traveled up his shirt feeling his nicely formed abs. He took his shirt off. Damn.

"You don't have to feel uncomfortable ok. You're beautiful and I love you.", he spoke softly. I guess he could see the hesitation in my eyes.

I didn't want him to see me as this scared gentle flower. I wanted this to be special.

I quickly took my shirt off revealing my lace black bra. He mouth kinda dropped in awe as he saw me.

"Damn."

I lifted myself up, kissing slowly down his neck. I flipped us, making me on up.

"Guess we know who's in control.", he smirked slightly laughing.

"Shh. Don't talk. Just kiss me."

He pulled my head down to his smudging our lips together. I started trailing kisses down his stomach getting lower. He stiffened up and I knew I was teasing him. I slightly laughed.

He sat up some smirking. He kissed me again, his hands trailing down my lower back. He pulled down my shorts revealing my lace underwear. He's never said it, but I know that was his weakness.

"Are you sure you wanna do this?"

"I want nothing more."

We flipped roles again, as he ended up on top again. He pulled his pants and boxers off revealing a god like creature, in my opinion.

I layed there nervous, for I was about to give up my innocence. But it was to someone I loved.

He unclaspedmy bra throwing it to the side. He placed slight kisses on my boobs then traveled down to my soft spot. He pulled down my underwear leaving me bare. I took deep breaths.

"Just focus on my ok.", he spoke intertwining our fingers.

He gently kissed on my spot then looked up at me kissing my lips.

Then it happened. It felt like it was happening so fast.  He thrusted himself in me as I winced clenching his hand slightly. He kept going, faster and faster. Soft pants escaped out mouths. A slight moan came out mine as I tried to keep it quiet. I pulled his head down to mine, kissing him as he continued.

I was a sensational feeling I wold never forget. The passion and emotion was there.

Soon there after he stopped, rolling over laying next to me. Our fingers still intertwined, breathing heavy.

"Are you ok?"

"I'm perfect. It hurt a little at first, but then it felt great."

"I'm glad.", he spoke laughing kissing my cheek.

"It sucks I couldn't pleasure you like you did for me.", I spoke facing him.

"Don't worry. You'll have plenty of chances.", he smirked.

"You're so certain", I laughed.

"I have a feeling."

I laid on top of him, pulling the blanket over us. His arms wrapped around. I smiled, giving him a peck on the lips.

OK SO IM SORRY YEA IK IT SUCKED, YOU DONT HAVE TO TELL ME but hoped you liked the song at least :))) and i don't know where to go with this book from here, SO THIS IS WHERE YOU GUYS HELP. give me ideas on how to further out the book. THE QUICKER U COMMENT TO QUICKER I UPDATE BC I HAVE WRITERS BLOCK LOL & i don't want it to end YET but it is coming to one.

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