Advice From A G Like Me!

It's Your Turn

It's your turn. I need help and advice this the from you. I'm younger than my friends, I'm the oldest kid in my family, I'm always getting beaten up on.

None of that confuses me. Feelings confuse me. I don't get them at all and it makes me mad when I can't control them and I get madder somehow when I try and calm down and I'm like physically unable to cry and I don't like to let feelings show and I don't know how to properly express them without doing something wrong. And it always feels like when I try and make something better I'm screwing myself or some else over.

I just watched the new Girl Meets World, Girl Meets Texas Part 3. It spoke to me. I'm like Riley. I'm just a little shell trying to make others happy and then my boyfriend feels more like a brother and I don't want my feelings to interfere with others happy endings but that's what they do. I'm a lost little shell who's smart but nothing to use that smartness on/for. I always have that Farkle who understands me and tries to make things right but I'm to stubborn and won't let them.

And now lovelies, you're my Farkle. I need help and I don't get any of it:,( I'm stuck this little forcefield of emotions and feelings and they're confusing and irritating. Bye lovelies, I need your help, thanks.