Remembering Them

Chapter Two

I smiled slightly as i noticed the blonde haired lady standing on my doorstep, looking up at me."Liz?" I questioned, looking her up and down to see if i could remember anything about her. Of course nothing came to mind, it was blank. Just like i expected it to be. "Don't you recognize me?" She questioned back, her eyes watering slightly. "I'm sorry but i really don't, i hardly recognize anyone. Please come in" I replied and stepped aside beckoning her inside and closing the door behind her.

"Well even if you don't remember me i remember you, and it really is good to see you Jessica. I'm sorry it took so long to get the courage to see you, and to get pass that mother of yours" she chuckled slightly and sat down on one of the armchairs. "It's fine. I'm just glad you came, it's nice to see a face that isn't my own, my mothers or my therapists. Get past my mother?" I replied, sitting down on the couch and facing her. "Yeah well your mother didn't want me seeing you yet. She didn't want any of us seeing you yet actually. She thinks it would be too stressful and overwhelming for you but i couldn't bear to wait any longer and the boys wanted me to see how you are before they came along" She said, a faint smile playing on her lips. "Well my mother doesn't really think of what i would like when she goes and says stuff like that. I would of loved to of seen you earlier. I just want my old life back" I muttered before getting up and heading towards the kitchen.

"Coffee? Tea?" i asked, grabbing two mugs out of the cabinet and placing them on the bench. "I'll make them, you sit down and tell me how you've been these past few months" She replied making her way into the kitchen and pushing me slightly towards the stools by the bench. "1 coffee, 2 sugars and a little milk if i remember correctly" She grinned and grabbed the coffee and sugar out."Yeah, that's right" I smile and sit down on one of the stools tapping my fingers on the bench.

"So Jessica, I know you don't really remember me or anyone from your past so do you want to ask some questions and I can answer them for you" Liz said as she started pouring milk into the coffee cups.

"Actually yeah, that would be a good idea. I just don't know where to start" I replied as i tried to get my brain to think of something to ask. I always had questions about my past but none of them seemed to fit right now.

"Anything about the boys? The crash? Me?" She questioned, glancing over at me.

"Actually now that i that i think of it, i do have a question about the boys. All i know from the news is that they are in a band, but i want to know how i know them. I mean how does a normal person like me know four famous people?" I replied, looking over at her intently. I was curious about this answer in particular, i mean how does someone like me end up knowing four famous people? It should be impossible surely.

"Well actually you knew them long before they got famous, you guys grew up together. Well Ashton didn't come until later on but the other three you knew. You guys were and hopefully still are the best of friends. You don't remember any of it? The sleepovers? The parties? You and Luke dating?" She replied, handing over my coffee and taking a seat opposite me.

"We grew up together? Well that explains a lot. I really don't remember anything and it sucks. Who's Ashton? Is he one of the guys? I dated Luke? Who's Luke? I'm sorry about all the questions, it's just that no one ever tells me anything and i want to remember my past, or at least try to but my mother doesn't want me to"

"Yeah you guys did, me and your mum were quite close but shes gone distant lately. I think she blames it on us, the accident. Ashton is indeed one of the guys, there's Ashton, Calum, Michael, and of course Luke. Yeah you and Luke dated for about 4 months before you both decided to end it, saying it was best if you just stayed friends. Seriously it's fine Jessica, i want to help you as much as i can. Well we all do actually, maybe i can bring the boys over next time? They might help you remember about your childhood" She replied, taking a sip of her coffee and looking around our kitchen. 

"I would love for the boys to come over, even if i can't remember anything it would be nice to get to know them all over again. I want to at least try to rebuild my old life" i sighed, trying not to cry. I hated showing emotions around other people, i preferred to sit alone in the middle of the night and let my emotions out, when no one else could hear me. I used the back of my hand to wipe away the few tears that had escaped.

"Hey, hey it's okay. You'll get your old life back, or as close to it as we can get it for you" Liz said as she placed her coffee on the bench before moving around and pulling me into a hug. "I promise you Jessica."

"Thank you" I whispered as i clutched onto her, much like a small child. "Thank you so much."

"It's okay, it's the least i can do" She replied, rubbing my back soothingly.

I pulled away as my head started hurting, i could feel the world around me spinning. Bright colours and voices started getting louder and more frequent. I felt myself falling off the stool and i clutched my forehead in pain, squeezing myself up into a ball.

"Jessica, Jessica."

A/N: I'm so sorry for updating so late, i didn't mean to its just everything has been a bit hectic. I've just finished my end of year exams the other week and then I've been in and out of the doctors, blood tests and whatnot. I'll try and update the next chapter a bit faster, but yet again it might be a little slow because I've still got a few more tests and injections to d, buuuut good news is i have a 6 week break in three weeks so i can most likely update lots then! Keep smiling beautifuls (: