"If I had known, that..." Calum caught in to speak.
I interrupted him. "Calum... leaves it easy. I should have know how he is... that like he is. But, why has he lied to me? He said, he never falled in love or has a girlfriend. Why he lied to me?"
"He likes you. He lies to the people if he thinks, if he told the truth, he's hurting someone. He did not want you injured, he likes you. And Michael does not like many people." Told Calum.
My phone rang when we went to Calums house. Better said, it vibrates. It was Michael. He has called me for 4 times. I will not have noticed it. I did not go to my phone.
"Ana...?" Calum asked in a shy tone.
"Calum?" I asked back.
"Uhm... Stupid question.. But, do you still want to kiss me? I know -" Before Calum could say something, I kissed him.
I don't know what and why I just do that. Do i just want to hurt Michael or I really like Calum? When I pressed my lips against Calums lips, I got butterflies in my belly.
Calum push me against a wall. Calum went of back value to a sofa to his living room and lay me on the sofa. He lay on me and took of his shirt. Why I just do this? Why I have 'sex' with Calum? But I didn't stop. Calum also took off my shirt and after a few minutes we lay on top of each other only in our underwear. I just forgotten Michael. Just how I had forgotten Luke when I had sex with Michael.
"We must not do this if you don't want." Calums is right sound gentle.
"But if I want?" I also answered him in gentle ton.
Calum pulled mine, and his underwear from our bodys and we had sex. I really didn't have to think about Michael.
Since when you are such a bitch? - Fuck you, subconsciousness.
In my head recurred the same words. Since when you are such a bitch? - Why I can not even concentrate to the damn sex, without my subconsciousness has to say a little bit in addition. Sometimes can kill I me for my thoughts.
I 'scratched' with my long fingernails in Calums back. Calum just laughed.
When we finally stopped after long time, Calum laughed. "If Michael finds this out... Mine and Michaels friendship is finally over. But this was worth it!" He gave me a gentle kiss on my forehead.
"I go to the bathroom", I said, to Calum, dressed and disappeared in his bathroom.
When I considered myself in the mirror, I notice that Calum has left a mark with his mouth to my neck. I just laughed. I styled my hair a little and went again to Calum. He still wore no shirt. Only his pants. I looked at his tattooes. When Calum noted how I stare at him, he laughed.
Few seconds later someone knocked at Calums door and Calum opened it. It was Michael. Michael?! This is just the worst time he can come.
He goes in Calums hause and stared st his phone. He doesn't know, I'm here too. Calum looked shocked. He still was without a Shirt, and if Michael would see this, what he do, he will know whats going on with me and Calum. I think, I looked shocked too.
"I broke up with her." Michael said. But in this Moment, he said that, he looked at us. His face said anything.
"Calum?!" Michael screamed.
He saw the 'mark' on my neck and scream louder.
"Calum, What the fuck!"
Calum puted on his shirt.
"Tell me, you don't do this. TELL ME YOU DON'T DO THIS!" Michael screamed louder.
He try to hit Calum and he does it.
"Michael!" I screamed.
Michael stoped when he heard my voice.
"Michael! We are NOT together. I can have sex with whoever i want!"
Michaels face said, I was hurting him with my words but I really don't mind.
"But... I try that I'm not a ass, but I'm a ass so ok. I try, to be nice, I broke up with my damn shit bitch! And why? BECAUSE OF YOU, ANA! DAMN!" Michaels face said, he'll cry in a few seconds if Calum wasn't here.
"Calum, I NEVER wan't to see you again! I HATE YOU!" Michael go out Calums house before he finally starts to cry.
"THIS WAS WORTH IT!", Calum screamed to Michael.
I can see out of a window, how Michael sitting in hid truck and hold his two hands before his face. It looks like, he's crying. Do I hurt him? Does he really fucking cares what I'm doing? No, he don't. I mean, he's Michael. But...?
