Mommy??

Home Sweet Home <3

Tina's P.O.V

We're home now, but Tyler looks so sad about us leaving and I don't want to see him so sad. He smiles for a little bit though when he runs into his room and plays with the toys he couldn't bring with us. I smile as I watch him play for a little bit, then I walk away to head into my room to see Thomas on my bed, sleeping. I smile and move to the bed and lay down beside my baby. 

I'm happy to be home now, but I do miss seeing my family, yeah I left but I needed to get away to learn to be myself. Now I have a beautiful family, two beautiful boys, an amazing boyfriend, an awesome best friend. And two awesome friends. I would say that they are my best friends, but only Sam knows a lot about me, Kathy and Scar are the kind of friends that are there but have a life apart from yours kind. Like they are my friends, but they have their own best friends, I guess it would have been easier to say that they are close friends...

Anyways, now all I have to worry about is getting Ty into school here, and his party next month. Sam has told me that he knows where to take him to enroll him, he said that he would come with me, because his cousin works there as the principal. I just hope that Tyler would like going to school.  

OH my gosh, my baby going to school....he's never been to one before though...how will he take it? Will be good? Will he throw a fit when we take him? Oh gosh....

"Baby girl, stop worrying." Sam comes beside me, I look around, I'm still in my room but I'm sitting up now.  "I know that you're worried, but what about?" He sighs sitting in front of me with a smile. I love his smiles, they always make me feel better about myself.

"If Ty is going to like school, I mean what if he throws a fit when we take him there? What if he doesn't want to go?" I ramble and start to bite on my nails but stop when I taste nail polish. Nasty, now I remember why I painted them. I scrunch my nose. 

Sam chuckles at me, "Which is why if that happens, I am going to be there. He looks up to me, I know that. And I'll do anything for him, he's my little Ty-Ty." He grins, his grin broadens when Tyler comes into the room next with his truck that we forgot to grab before we left. 

"Hey beb," I smile and kiss his cheek, he smiles at me then looks up at Sam. 

"Gog, ders something wong with my truck." He looks up at Sam seriously holding his truck out to him. 

Sam frowns then takes it from him, "Lets see what's up with it Ty-Ty." He replies, moving Tyler onto my bed, he moves over to sit on my lap kissing my cheek. I smile at him. We both look at Sam as he pushes his truck but one wheel isn't moving like it should. He turns the truck upside down to see what's jamming it. "I see..." He mumbles with a smile, he removes one of Tyler's small little soldier guy. "I guess he thought that it needed some repairs little man." Sam tells him with a smile handing them both over to Ty who takes them with a smile and runs out of the room after I set him down. 

Sam laughs watching him run out, "I can't wait until I find the right guy to settle down with and have kids...well adopt them." He grins at me, "I was thinking of names last night too." He tells me with a blush. 

"Oooohh....someone is eager to be a father, I can't wait to be an Auntie! I'll be the best to your kids!" I say excitedly, he would be the cutest dad! I can't wait. "But you haven't really been out to find that special guy Sammy." I pout. "I feel bad." 

He frowns and moves to sit beside me, making me move over. He wraps on arm around my shoulders and I rest my head on his chest. I missed cuddling with him. 

"I choose to stay in with you guys, I love spending time with Ty and Tommy, I love them. I can go find a guy later, I'm still young. I don't need to rush anything. Besides, I think this is the longest I've gone without waking up beside someone in a long time. And you know that, although I am pretty happy I have been sober for the past year." He kisses my head, "I wouldn't take back anything over the past year, I would have missed so much with Tyler and Thomas, and Tyler wouldn't be as fond of me as he is right now."

I bite my lip thinking that he is right, I am proud of him for not drinking at all this past year. He hasn't even thought about going out while he was helping me with Tyler and Thomas. He still is helping me when I need him. Milo is there, but he is at his place now. So Sam is there now. I appreciate that. 

"I love you Sam." I sigh snuggling closer. I'm always so cold and he's warm. 

He chuckles, "I love you too Tina." He kisses my head again. 

"Should I be worried?" We hear a deep voice say, sounding amused. "I mean I come here to surprise my beautiful girlfriend and the boys and I see her with her gay best friend, cuddling and saying 'I love you's'" He chuckles. 

I blush and turn around to cuddle Thomas. I kiss his chubby cheek, he stirs but doesn't wake up. 

"Nah, she's only into you man, she wouldn't be able to handle me." Sam tells him sounding so confident. I giggle. He turns to me with a playful glare, "I'm too much for you to handle, and you know that. Besides...she's too pretty for me. I need someone who is cute." He shrugs looking so serious about then we all laugh. 

Thomas woke up with a little whimper making me turn around to see if he was crying. He was pouting at me and holding his arms out. I coo picking him up in my arms. 

"It's ok babe, shh..." I soothe, rocking him back and forth. 

Sam smiles when Milo comes over on the other side of me. Thomas looks at him and smiles his little dimpled smile. Holding his arms out to Milo. I pout when he takes him from me. 

"Fine," I turn my head, "Both my boys are picking favourites." I pout again. But smile when I hear Thomas squeal at my voice. I giggle turning around again to kiss his cheek. 

This is what I love, I'm happy to be back home. 

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A/N-

I feel like these last few chapters have been crappy lol 

But there :D 

I wish I had a friend like Sam :( 

Rae<3