Holding On (Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Chapter one

Anna's POV

I walk slowly to the bar hoping the paparazzi won't notice me.....but I failed. I see what seemed like millions of bright lights flash in my face and immediately I make a run for it. They chase me forever until i feel like i cant run any longer. Suddenly I don't know what to do...it seems like I'm running in circles. My head is spinning, I'm dizzy, my visions blurred, I'm hearing shouts of "BITCH!" "SLUT" "WHORE" "NIALL'S MINE ASSHOLE!" "STAY AWAY FROM NIALL YOU BITCH"....that's when I wake up shivering and sweating comforted by Niall's touch.

"Ni-all?" I ask through shudders and tears from my nightmare. It seems like I've been having a lot of them lately.

"Yes baby, I'm here....it's ok, I'm here. Shhh." He coos while wiping a tear from my face trying to get me to fall back asleep. His face filled with concern.

I wrap myself tighter in the covers holding on to Niall's bare chest. His warmth comforted me. I rubbed my hand lightly over his toned abs feeling the muscles and strength. Hugging him tighter he drifted asleep in my arm, my head resting on his torso.

I finally drift asleep to wake up to an empty bed with the sheets wrinkled and messy. I look at the clock '9:30' sigh.. "Niall has vocal practice early again." I say to myself with a shaky sigh.

Once again I start to tear up....I am just so overwhelmed by the hate, its horrible....even more horrible because I hardly ever see Niall. I look at my phone longing to call Niall and talk. I quickly try to wipe my tears away. "No" I say "I can't put this much pressure on him, it's not fair."

Ding! Dingg! Dinggg! My phone shakes on my messy bed covers, i quickly grab it expecting it to be Niall. It was......Liam?

I click 'answer' "Liam?"

"Ya, Anna I have to tell you something" he says slowly. He was trying not to upset me, "...we've had an accident at the studio and Niall has been hurt...bad. I need you to come to the hospital because he keeps calling your name and he needs to calm down.....will you come?" Liam takes a deep breath

"Of course ill be there as soon as possible!" I say quickly and hang up. I immediately start to shake. What could of happened to him? Is he ok?

I slip into a sweatshirt and quickly drive to the hospital. Bursting into the door I call "Where is Niall?!" A doctor points left but quickly blocks my way.

"Sir, what are you doing? I need to see my boyfriend!" I say with urgency in my voice trying to push past, his arms creating a barrier to the hallway where Niall is located.

"Wait! Oh are you Anna? Anna Kelly?" I nod quick and he gingerly lets me through, opening the way to Niall's room.

"Niall?!" I yell scurrying into the room. I see his navy shirt is soiled with blood and there were cuts on his arms and face.

"Anna thank god...." He coughs roughly, "Your here! I missed you so much," he coughs again, "Please come here!" Niall says through slight shivers. Wincing at every move.

"What happened baby?" I ask with concern sitting down on the hospital bed stroking his cheek carefully making sure I didn't graze his wounds with my finger, knowing the lightest touch would sting.

"It was a minor accident in the studio, don't worry.." His eyes flutter open and shut his cheeks flushing.

"Niall-" I was interrupted bye his soft longing voice.

"Kiss me.." Niall murmurs quietly, "Please...? I need to make sure I will be able to have a goodbye kiss.....just in case I don't...you know make it..." He is struggling to keep his head upright.

"Niall don't say that honey...." I pause and try to hold back tears. "Your going to be fine." I can't manage to talk anymore so I lean in for the kiss, his soft lips brushing mine slightly.

"I'm sorry you have to leave. NOW!" A harsh female voice demands pushing me away from Niall's bed.

"But-" I was cut off.

"He has to go to the operation room, you need to go NOW! The female nurse screeches again.

"Bye, I love you..." The nurse pushes me further to the door.

"Love you too." Niall struggles with his words "Don't ever doubt that I do," he gulps and shivers slightly "And always remember I'm always there to help you in your dreams..." He says right before The nurse forces me out the door and shuts it.

Standing outside his room I burst into tears. I don't think I can handle anymore stress, I think I need to get away....get away from everyone and everything...just let it go.....start over.....but is that fair? Fair to Niall? I just don't know....

A/N

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