in an apology after months of silence:
"I never loved you full-heartedly"
What does that even mean?
whenever I had to leave:
"no, don't go. I don't want you to leave"
dedicating a rare day off work entirely to me
endless laughs
we could go anywhere, do anything and be happy
I saw you staring at my chest
I didn't care
our minds are connected somehow
the first time we were together since I started dating someone else
you didn't listen to the "no" or the "stop"
I hate how much I wanted you
I hate how easy it would have been to cheat
I hate how you have so much control over me
I hate you
I love you
you scared me that night
it went further than I should have allowed
I apologized for getting upset
and slamming the car door
I cried all night,
and I still cry
YOU ARE READING
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PoetryI need to get some angst out, maybe someone can relate. I recently lost my best friend because he didn't want to be my friend anymore. Again. So, I'm sad. Mature because of language and some sexual references.
