-not okay-

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Woah. Ok so im trying so hard not to have a meltdown right now im on my phone and i just wrote my first chapter and it deleted so if it sounds rushed,i WILL redo these if i finish the book. Ok. On with the chapter!

She wasn't okay. She didn't feel ok she didn't look ok she didn't act ok, n o t h i n g. She was numb. She laughed coldly at everything and everyone and didint want to be around anyone. People thought she was being ignorant and thought she thought she were too good for anyone but thats not what it was. She was a destroyer. She would destroy everything and everyone around her without meaning to, wanting to. she was told that you need to love yourself before you can love others. well she was okay with being her, but she was afraid of herself and what she could do. Ever since she died, she was never okay again.

Hollllaaaaa!! First official chapter up! Now if you dont understand the whole monolouge thing its basically a list of povs of strangers. SOME of these people relate to the story but its really to get the message across. You and i will BOTH know the message by the end of the book. I chose elastic heart by sia so you can get it more, after reading this look at the lyrics i myself teared up but thats just me so ok so that was a really long authors note but its important for reading so thank you soo much.

{Liana}

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